seanmarsh33

Trapped, the man I once wasis still therecaught behind A solemn curtainstill able to careTo live, to love, to caress, to touchbut is the price to muchthis sickness is fire coursing through my mindbut...

Head fullfeel despairs pullthoughts swirling insideall that I thought had diedbubbling up insidenumb and dullis a heart that once breathed firethe fire of lifea flood of confusionhas drenched that...

Rough subject: forgiveness.  Luke 23:34  Forgiveness starts with ones own self.  Also to forgive does not mean we have to physically go to the one who we know or feel have wronged us just forgive...

Up from the ashesThrough the stormWilling to die or be rebornA hail of fiery dartsBit by bit, picking me apart Hope up aboveOnward  I flyThrough unshed tearI can not cryI see before meMY demonsAnd...

SPIRITUAL WARFARE Demon possession, the exorcist heads spinning around pea soup vomit projectiles. This is all that some people think of when they hear of spiritual warfare. While others deny the...

                              7 Truths from Experiencing GOD       In tonight’s class we are going to explore 7 Truths from The Study Experiencing God.  In doing...

Well this is cool.  For the first time I feel alive again.  Thanks to My family, you guys on DS, and some friends.  I am unsure of what is next, but somehow that does not scare me.  My family...

  Hey I'm back.  Well the last time I shared was about accepting the Lord.  Now let me share that there are many things that hold us back from embracing the Lord,  because he is there waiting...

Well if you noticed I changed my mood to excellent.  Have not felt this way in a long time.  Thanks to some on this site, my loving courageous wife, my girls, and the Lord I now am stronger and the...

I just read my wife's journal, and it breaks my heart!! She is marshjody84.  I wanted to go back to work a little while ago, but we wanted me to to through treatment and get stronger first.  I am...

     Well here it goes.  First of all two things:  If you are not a christian, or seeking do not read on. I wish to offend no one.  However if you are inquisitive, tired, hurt, Lonely, and are...

Man I really miss it.  I never knew how much I miss preaching, teaching, ministering, and writing poetry.  Lately I have come to realize that was my major outlet.  Now it just is so hard, because...

   I do not know what is worse having ptsd or trying to beat it.  I used to think that I was broken and just wanted to be fixed.  But before just existing felt a lot better than trying to go...

Man just found out today that in about a month my family will have to be living out of hotels again.  I wish I could work or go to school to help my wife financially support us.  But the VA doc...

Ok well I know I have ptsd and I know what started it, but I think a lot contributed to the onset of ptsd.  I will not bore myself or others with all of it but here is the highlights.  If I must...