seanmarsh33

Romans 8:28-39

Cry damn it cry!!! I feel it bubbling on the surface, waiting to break free.  But chained like everything else in me.  How can you feel alive and dead at the same time?  I was convinced early in...

What to say?  Well I have so much welling up inside of me.  Pain because people I love see me this way.  Pain because I am this way.  Agony because my mind chose to be this way. Misery because...

Up, down, and all aroundcringe and jump at every soundsee me but can't feel meinsanityknocking at the doormonster wants to devour more run and runbut no escapefighting is worse than any...

O.k. I'm back.  But I am going through so much right now.  I feel like I am in a whirlwind.  I am feeling so much right now.  All at the same time.  Confusion, pain, agony, doubt, you name it. ...

Sorry guys that I did not finish yesterdays topic, I just went down but not over the egg.  Still recovering will finish it soon.

O.k  do not want to do it, but the spirit prompts.  Tough questions I am always asked:  Why do bad things happen to good people?  If God knows all the Hell that is going to happen why does'nt he...

O.k. I am going to share more about my best friend, father,protector, etc. Jesus Christ Today, but I will share other things first.  Things I have joy for:  My wife, my daughters, another breath of...

For years I knew something was wrong.  Decades went by and I just wanted an answer.  What monster was slowly devouring me? Be careful what you wish for, because whn I finally found a name for my...

I'm tired of living in this Hell.  Don't get me wrong I'm falling but never laying down.  What I'm mor tired of than these demons is people talking about what they know nothing about.  I wan to...

For years I was the invisible manBlending into forgottenessThings have changedLike a cockroach caught in light I fightto find the shadowsGossip flying all aroundwithout taking the time to hearthe...

Are you not hearing the wordsthat are coming out of my mouthGet over itSuck it upKeep on truckingwell the truck was in  a ten car pile upDriver wide-eyed crazed at the wheel Setting foundation for...

Planning down to the last detailcontrolbut control is always losttrain derailedmind races to findsolutionlike pollution this hiccupclouds my minduntil no sanity left to find What to dowhen...

Hate sleepneed sleepdread sleep What is sleepbut a portal in which they creep Those nasty little buggersthat remind meremind me of the pastthat threaten to darken the futurethe light never seems to...

Death, life, butterknife.