seanmarsh33

Well has the singer Pink has said "Chaos around me the Devil it hounds me."  So much to say but in a fog the clarity to write it down escapes me.  Sean

O.k. damn it this is enough. Calling all prayer warriors!!!   The Lord has given me a calling and the enemy has set me up little by little gaining speed and being more agressive.  Well no more the...

Well forgot to mention my new mixed-martial arts bag.  My psych suggested a punching bag.  So we bought a mixed-martial arts bag.  Well yesterday I tryed it out.  Well luckily no one else was...

Well got a clear moment.  Pretty cool idea popped up out of the haze.  I got an idea for a book.  Told my wife about it, she thought it was a movie because it sounded so good.  Going to write it...

Ok officially hate seroquel.  When I do get to sleep which is a little sooner than  before I have nightmares worse than before.  I then wake up at 11 am.  Half my day is gone, and I am not fully...

O.k. just read what I posted yesterday.  I must clarify something.  Not everything is all gloom and doom.  My family is great my two girls are angels.  They are great so smart and filled with...

I hate it! I hate it! I hate it!  I find it ironic that since I now know after many years that I have ptsd that instead of feeling better I feel worse.  I used to find comfort in staying inside and...

Ok well it has been a while since I have written.  So much has happened that I am like a deer stuck in headlights.  The Man who molested is due in court next month and all of us our called to...

In a worldwhere the wolvesare always at our heelsdevouring us piece by pieceeven in a so called sanctuarywe feel the insanityeven when a smileis a hidden daggerwaiting to pierce ouropen heartthat is...

Confusion Confusionanother drop in the bucketadding to an already overflowing massdoes it ever stopdoes it ever evaporate awayor does it stayeroding awayanother piece of mewashing it out into a seeof...

Flashes and...

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O.k. is the world going crazy or what?  I have members of my church talking trash about me.  I have my mother in law talking trash like they(who they are I do not know) are trying to take my girls...

  Well I was thinking of what to share and the spirit shared with me that we are all like Moses.  Some of you may remember that the Angel of the Lord appeared to Moses with a great assignment. ...

Try to remember when I left myself behindall that I once was, restrainedtrapped myself insidepassion was always therebut when you no longer careit slowly threatens to vanishunder all the lies of what...