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• Bipolar Disorder
  

  I dunno, something....

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  Last Reply: acuriousfish 11/13/2017

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  So....CO Medicaid cut me off at the beginning of OCT 2017 and I got it back NOV 2017. But I did run out of my meds in the beginning of OCT. I didnt realize how manic I really was until I was without them. Talking fast, thinking fast, staying up for long hours or sleeping all the time (sometimes both....because society...lol) Oh my gawd. It was and still is mania right now. I already had all of my medications filled but I'm still a maniac. (Literally). I spoke with my counsler about it and she...

• Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)
  

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• Bipolar Disorder
  

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  Posted: 04/05/2017

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• Bipolar Disorder
  

  Silent Title, Bolder Days

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  Last Reply: SunCloudJD 04/05/2017

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  Ive been having trouble with my depression again. I think its because my medication was adjusted. I just lost any and all interest in everything. My parents say that I've been pulling back, keeping myself locked in my room (which is true) and just not myself. They didnt see any happiness in me at all. So, I adjusted my meds again and I feel a little bit better but how can I really just get out of this rut that I'm in, where I have just lost all and total goals? How do I get the want to be...

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• Depression
  

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• Depression
  

  Bad past, hurtful today, future unknown

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  Last Reply: soulsearcher83 03/06/2017

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  In my past, I've been abused, hurt mentally and pysically and now I feel like I'm suffuring the same thing. THe struggle is just too real and the pain is even more real. How does one get around the pain? Recently I found relief in the worst possible way. I'm starting to binge eat and throw up. This was never an issue for me until about a week ago when I accadentally got sick at work. Ever since, I've just been wanting to do it. I've wrote a post about it in another group for that but I feel...