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skii
I'm considering suicide because of my instructor who made a big deal about my failure in their course.
It hurts to fail but it's different when your teacher makes fun of you and encourages awful behavior to your peers. They said terrible things that I just don't want to say.
I want to die it's so not worth all of this pain. I should've done it long ago when my dad abused me. I'm not worth anything nor will I ever be. Nobody cares.
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First, I hope everyone is doing well, and continuing to fight that good fight! Keep up the great work on yourselves; I'm rooting for all of you!So, I started doing therapy at the beginning of the year, when I was in my most depressed state, but with my therapist, I made big changes and steps in the right direction. But, over a month ago, she couldn't take my insurance anymore, and I had to stop...
Are you in counseling now? Your school must offer that. Please take advantage of it.
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Which brings me to my point this quote was in your About Me: "We must accept finite disappointment, but never lose infinite hope" - Martin Luther King, Jr
& this reminded me of some people you may have heard of & what their teachers/bosses said to them-
~~ His teacher said he was too stupid to learn ANYTHING & he should use his personality to find a career because his level of stupidity won't get him a job - THOMAS EDISON -
~~Coach cut him from HS basketball team because he wasn't any good; he went home locked himself in his room & cried all night - MICHAEL JORDAN -
~~ A young man fired from his job w/the newspaper because he lacked imagination & had NO original ideas & that he had no creativity - WALT DISNEY -
~~ Fiancé died/2x his businesses failed/had a nervous breakdown /defeated in 8 elections-ABRAHAM LINCOLN
It's horrible what your teacher did & even though failure sucks & it makes us sad. It's something we can learn from to be better & greater! Instead of focusing on the pain imagine in 20 yrs being interviewed for changing the world & TIME Magazine says Skii is it true that you started developing this idea after one of your teachers shared w/the class about your failures & it deeply affected you? I still can't believe someone would use Skii & failure in same sentence!!
Every morning & night repeat that Martin Luther King Jr. quote. Believe in yourself & the infinite hope! I know this post is long but it's important you understand that you are not alone & keep sharing with the group! And ask yourself did Walt Disney have no imagination or lack creativity? His bosses told him that so it must be true. WRONG!! The bosses were wrong just like your teacher! Next time you start thinking about what teacher said put a smile on your face & say that was her/his opinion they're not an expert & everyone loves Mickey Mouse! :^)
We're all here for you!
One last thing try & change neg thought into positive
Negative -
I'm worthless
Positive -
I'm worth less when I give up!
Infinite hope- Infinite courage- Infinite life!
~**•|}gentle hugs{|•**~
****KEEP SHARING FREELY ****
Hope you can resist the urge to use a permanent solution (suicide) for a temporary problem (an idiot jack-off). Continued support while you sort.
No doubt you've been badly hurt by this bad behavior, but in looking back at it consider the source with what I'm telling you as an insider. This jerk isn't worth it, I can assure you.
Do not even think about yourself this way! You are worth more than you will ever know. Do Not Give Up! Do Not let your professor and peers get you down! There is a saying that I like to remind myself of when I feel down and things are not going well for me. ( First Attempt In Learning). It is always the first attempt because, today is always the beginning, the first day of the rest of your life. We are always here for you! Pray! Praying is always a peaceful and satisfying, settling activity.
I will pray for you!