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- So it has been 4 weeks since my former fiancee told me to pack my stuff and my cats and get out no explanation except to say his doctors suggested it stating that my legal battles are causing him stress and I may cause him to have a heart attack and...
- I am not sure about everyone else but I am an avid reader and I first seek books to possibly assist me when in times of trouble.I have found these books helpful>perhaps we can share what books might help>especially if you are. Like me< I can't sleep...
- So here is my story. I am older female.I met my ex fianc about three years ago during a troubling time legally in my life- civil issues. WE got engaged fast and moved in together fast but I always kept my condo, paid all the bills and kept it ready...
- I have had the most stresswell week and it is only getting worse.. Ihave a huge event on monday....Guss what..my real friends dont want to listen to me anymore... I just wanted to say bless you all for all your support and words of encouragementYou...
- I had to attend court today on a civil matter inwhich my ex bf was a witness... the judge dismissed it today but we need to go back on a similar matter on monday and my lying cheating ex bf was a witness to a very important matter. We need to...
- So I see affairs this way ( since I was not married or engaged to my recent ex cheating bastard liar BF)Physically I am done with him. I miss him but am disgusted that the abused my health and potentially exposed me to gods knows what disease.. I...
- Nothing specific... but my day has been weird.. I got tons of personal shit going on and I was at home today. ( it is friggin cold here...- 29 ) and so unless there is specific work ( as I am self employed) i was not leaving home.but my emotions...
- Not that i have not cried any other day. but today I cried. We have had a wicked snow storm in canada and I went out to get food ... and guess what.. .I got stuck in my condo complex.. we have not been plowed in three days.... we have a foot of snow...
- Oh please I can hardly stand it.. tv is full of happy go lucky family xmas specials... and the mall you cant stay there for more thn 20 minutes without the naseauting holiday musica giving you a massive headache.I am avoiding all this crap.Anyone...
- So I have huge trust issues..why is it that in social settings where people who dont even know you ... assume it is okay to hug you. I feel like they are dirty men trying to cop a feel.. when I tell them not to touch me they get offended..but...
- Okay I just had this weird dream..not scary but weird..I was at a fridgelooking in and I saw eggs..lots and lots of eggs... some were very tiny.. like the chocolate easter eggs you get at easter but they were real and other eggs.There were other...
- Okay the lying cheating bastard was my ex boyfriend.. so it has been 5 weeks now.. I went on two informal meet and greet dates this weekend.Man was that weird....not sure I am ready for this.. mainly because I do not trust people in general.... I am...
- I have fears... I admit when I was with him.. I felt empowered.. loved..protected and like I lived in a cocoon... SafeNow that I am now alone and I feel the betrayal.. I have fears.. about dumb things.. but I do feel paralized... how stupid is...
- I feel emotionally fragile... like a glass vase that has shattered into a million little pieces and has been glued back together again but the glue is still tacky....Why does his actions and behaviour affect me so badly... was I broken before this...
- Man I was freaking out... first thing I did was get std tested..none of these threads appear to address the scary medical aspect of betrayal...any comments?