Hugs Hun- I know what you mean and it stinks to be there. You do have people that care about you, but it's not the same. I had almost tripped today going down the stairs, but caught myself. It occurred to me that no one would know if something happened to me until tomorrow evening, and that would leave my baby alone too. Scary stuff! It will get better!

doesn't sound dumb, I can relate to that feeling. you are special though, and in the thoughts of many people. Stay warm and be well. :)

It doesn't sound dumb at all. I have that same thought often. It sucks. I have definately found things have gotten better for me. I went to lots of community events. Some just left me feeling even more lonely but some left me with some people I have since developed a pretty strong bond with.

I feel like I am sort of full of crap since I've been hanging out with my husband again but ummm if I would stop doing that things would continue to get better for me I'm sure.

Awww 2bhealed
What a dreadful time you've had and feeling so fragile doesn't help.
I'm sure in time and when you feel stronger, things will pick up for you.
My thoughts and prayers are with you.
God bless
Affable

Oh honey, you know something? I am sure we all feel like that somewhere along the lines in our life. We do. I have too.

I don't think we realize how many lives we touch in the grand scheme. Do you realize how many lives you touch here? You do that here, you know.

My sister always felt like that. But she was a giver. Always being there for anyone, no matter how crappy it got for her. She passed away in 2005. The church was so packed that people were turned away. It astounded me that she never understood what a difference she made to so many people. I am sure well over 1500 people paid homage to her.

Go ahead and be a giver. Keep loving people. It keeps you connected. We can't go thru all of this to lose our humanity.

Sending you one hell of a hug, L~

Your feelings are normal we all feel that way at times when things just get so Overwhelming. There are times when I feel like I have no one in my life, and that I will have to go it alone forever. I get sad all over again for what he did to me to put me in this position by his actions. But there are people in my life that care about me and I am sure that you have many people that care about you also. I do feel alone though, but I try to remember that this is better then what I had with him and his lies. Yes there are things we now have to do alone and that sucks, but we will learn how to do them and be proud we accomplished them. I know its hard and right now all you are thinking of is the crappy part of it all, but try to remember that you are strong and can get through this and you will. Many HUGS

Bridge Over Troubled Water, by Simon and Garfunkel:
When you're weary
Feeling small
When tears are in your eyes
I will dry them all

I'm on your side
When times get rough
And friends just can't be found
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down

When you're down and out
When you're on the street
When evening falls so hard
I will comfort you

I'll take your part
When darkness comes
And pain is all around
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down

Sail on Silver Girl,
Sail on by
Your time has come to shine
All your dreams are on their way

See how they shine
If you need a friend
I'm sailing right behind
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will ease your mind
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will ease your mind

~ Best and Warmest Wishes, Always;