fluterify

Your words cutLike a hot knife though butterAnd there's nothing I can doBut bleedAnd ignore youBut you don't back downWon't just go awayYou know it hurtsAnd you feed off my painI bleedWhere no one...

I have no voice,I have no right.For I am the daughter,The lowest of the low.My thoughts do not matter,My ideas do not count.You can hit me,No one would know.You can yell at me, beat me,No one would...

I want to be able to write my poems, but I can't. I can't get how I feel across. And this is only making things sorse cuz at time I need to talk.

Being a fighter is good, yes. It has helped keep me alive this long. But a tthe same time it is exausting and I try to do it on my own. Yes, it's bad I know but it is so ingrained it's hard to fight.

I'm scared of my self. Of what I can do. Want to do.

I go to see my counslor today. My first time talking to anyone since I broke down on Monday. Not sure how much she can do but...

I don't know what to do any more? I want to get help but I feel I've run out of options. And I have a plan and am determined to go through to be a nurse but some people don't know if this is the best...

What good is it when your best help line when your suicidal simply sends you home? There's no point in even going any more.

This is weird, I'm having flash backs about an event I don't even know happened. Something must have happened to have flashbacks. Sorry.

Must I go up and down the rest of my life? If so it is goi... :'(

I had a ceili dancing workshop today for 3 hours non stop. It was So much fun. :D We got to do ceili dancing and set dancing. And one of the dances is from where my family is orginally form in...

This is going to be a good day. :)

Having a hard time. Not wanting to live any more.

Not again. :'(

I take strength from the day. I have made it another one. I am ment to be here.