It may be just the Superbowl

but to me it's another tradition without my Randy.  We are a football family.  My hubby played when he was a teenager and was a season ticket holder for the NY Jets for many years.  Only gave up the seats after our own sons started playing Pop Warner football.  One of our sons continued playing in high school and now is a coach for the same school.  Randy and I and our oldest friends would always enjoy the Superbowl together.  When the kids were young we'd go over each others house to watch the game.  Took turns year after year.  Then we were lucky enough to enjoy the game together, just the 4 of us now that the kids were older, away to Atlantic City.  Now another tradition broken.  That's how I feel, so broken...broken hearted, broken spirited.  I miss you so much my honey.  I guess this is another "first" in a long line of them for me.  I thought the holidays were bad.  Today just reminds me that he's no longer by my side.