5 months

Well the 5 month mark is here and I can't stop crying.  I was better on Valentine's day ... why is that???  I know we are supposed to experience "plateaus" but I didn't think it would hit me so hard, especially since I only cried a little on Valentine’s day and that was only 3 days ago.  I miss my Randy so much, my honey, I love you so much and miss you every day, every minute, every hour.