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so i didn't do any more cleaning today though it was on my list of things to do. still i got through about 98% of the rest of my list which is fantastic for me. i feel really accomplished that i did...
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i've been cleaning my room today. it's been a mess for a month or so and long before that it was very disorganised. when we moved here i just left a lot of stuff in boxes in my closet but then we...
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tonight i went to my sister's favourite watering hole to hang out with her for a while. i had fun watching people and laughing about bad karaoke. she introduced me to a couple of friends of hers, one...
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everyone has a story, and i am no different from countless others. I've lived and done both beautiful and horrible things; achieved wonders and fallen to the greatest lows and yet even with all of my...
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i think she's one of the most talented singers of this century. her voice is powerful, soulful and uplifting. it resonates with emotion and depth. i love annie lennox. and even though it's hard...
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totally pointless rant here...and completely random...and contains spoilers for captain america. read at your own risk.so i went to the movies tonight - first time in over a year. it was mostly fun -...
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she has such a gentle soulthere is wisdom, bright as stars, in the dark of her eyes.her hands shape mountains, rainbows, and memories as still and stormy as the sea.when she...
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i read fan fiction, rather a lot of it truth be told. probably more than is healthy and i can admit i'm a bit obsessed. i realised a few years back that fan fiction can be liberating - can release...
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i'm sorry i haven't been on much, i had a very long week what with a class presentation and the report for work due. i've been struggling, but today i am oddly content. i received a letter from a pen...
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i've not been feeling very motivated lately. i make plans to keep myself on track and abandon them hours later. i have school tomorrow and a report due for work...the report was actually due today....
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In a few hours I will get out of bed, go to my closet and pull on black clothes. I have a lot of it (slimming doncha know) but it will be a conscious choice today. Because today is a day of...
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a thread on the board has me twitchy and slipping into a blue funk. failing, feeling like i'm failing...not being "normal" or not living up to my potential has screwed my ability to remain in touch...
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okay, so i found out from the registrar that i was granted an incomplete (so nice of Dr. B. to let me know herself - snort) so I don't have to turn in her paper until the last day of next semester. i...
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i feel better this morning. don't know how long it'll last, but at least i feel some sort of stability and level mood. i decided last night to up my lamictal on my own. 400 from 200 the last time i...
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so...today has been a roller coaster. i've alternately been very productive and lethargic; happily content and inexplicably sad. i know about rapid cycling of moods, but this hurts. i'm in a...
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