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Okay....so while I've been thinking of journalling at least a few times in the last couple of weeks I haven't done any--bad me and breaking resolutions already. I AM going to journal more, but I...
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i've been away from DS for a month. the whole holiday season i was trying to focus on life beyond my computer. don't know how well i did. i missed the community here a lot. i managed to stay busy and...
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in answering hugs and comments and messages, sorry. i'll try and get to everything in the next couple of days. i've been alright, completely listless and unmotivated. i am now officially...
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so much for taking the right steps, for making an effort to do the right things. i felt on edge in a bad way, i felt if i wasn't in hospital bad things were going to happen. they sent me home. i...
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the weekend was hard for me. granted i had a lovely thanksgiving, and checked in with my family so i know they did too. my brother even had thanksgiving with his in-laws who looked up a traditional...
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okay so my auntie decided that the 6 hour trip (3 ea. way) to her house for thanksgiving was too much for too little time since we'd only be there the day of. so she sent thanksgiving to us! weird,...
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okay so....i've been putting of emailing my department head for weeks...nearly a month, since i caught swine flu and was out of classes for two weeks and then started decompensating into depression...
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i'm a bit sentimental about hugs. i love the hugbook here. and everytime i receive one, i feel blessed and special and not so alone, and a little bit of hope. they are priceless to me and i treasure...
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Amanda made a post to the BP group about a realisation she'd come to about never getting to know her birth mother and all the unanswered questions that remain. It got me to thinking about suicide...
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i wanted to stay up and watch the leonid shower last night so i didn't take my evening dose of lamictal; i didn't want to be too sleepy to go skywatching, a wasted effort since i fell asleep anyway....
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katie made this fantastic post on the bp board today and it just got me to thinking. she said: I hear it over and over again . "No one cares about me so I should just end it all". I know its...
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i've been saying forever that i need to email my profs, my department head in particular. but i haven't been able to bring myself to do that yet. i still don't know if i'm ready, but yesterday i...
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i've just had a call from my nurse practionner's nurse (isn't that a funny concept). evidently i missed my appointment this morning and she was worried i'd topped myself. i don't know how a phone...
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maybe this thread is why i'm so focussed on music today. i just woke up from a strange and wonderful and horrible dream. i'm pretty sure at this point it's the lamictal, but i'm not complaining. i...
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