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Status: baby steps toward better - show me how big YOUR brave is!
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i'm a bit sentimental about hugs. i love the hugbook here. and everytime i receive one, i feel blessed and special and not so alone, and a little bit of hope. they are priceless to me and i treasure...
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Amanda made a post to the BP group about a realisation she'd come to about never getting to know her birth mother and all the unanswered questions that remain. It got me to thinking about suicide...
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i wanted to stay up and watch the leonid shower last night so i didn't take my evening dose of lamictal; i didn't want to be too sleepy to go skywatching, a wasted effort since i fell asleep anyway....
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katie made this fantastic post on the bp board today and it just got me to thinking. she said: I hear it over and over again . "No one cares about me so I should just end it all". I know its...
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i've been saying forever that i need to email my profs, my department head in particular. but i haven't been able to bring myself to do that yet. i still don't know if i'm ready, but yesterday i...
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i've just had a call from my nurse practionner's nurse (isn't that a funny concept). evidently i missed my appointment this morning and she was worried i'd topped myself. i don't know how a phone...
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maybe this thread is why i'm so focussed on music today. i just woke up from a strange and wonderful and horrible dream. i'm pretty sure at this point it's the lamictal, but i'm not complaining. i...
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Beautiful PeopleYou live in the same world as I doBut somehow I never noticedYou before todayI'm ashamed to sayBeautiful peopleWe share the same back doorAnd it isn't rightWe never met beforeBut...
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i'm not feeling so optimistic today. i'm tired and out of sorts. i took my sister to the emergency room yesterday and turns out she's been getting all these colds and flu from mono. she has...
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so...i hope i'm overreacting because i know once you've had any sort of reaction to lamictal you can't take it again and so far it's been the best medication for my moods...but damn. i am so...
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so...i'm still working from tuesday's (?) to do list...not so good. but today i did laundry for the first time in what seems like months. yeah, i know it's bad, i wear the same sets of pyjama's over...
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WARNING: Venting and Bad Language i just sent a very inappropriate message to someone who is concerned that her bf's son, stationed at ft. hood, hasn't called them yet. i don't know why he hasn't...
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i met with my therapist again today. and it was a good session. we talked about setting reasonable goals, but also about breaking those goals into sub-categories so i wouldn't feel so overwhelmed....
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definitely this episode is all about the mixed state. i'm up i'm down...last night i was whirlwind in the kitchen. i scrubbed and bleached down the sinks, cooker, counters, microwave, diswasher and...
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my sister and her boyfriend are fighting again. they fight over the stupidest things and instead of talking it out like rational reasonable adults they scream and holler at each other. invariably it...
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