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Status: baby steps toward better - show me how big YOUR brave is!
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I don't think people who don't suffer from anxiety really get how tiring it is to be so uncertain, afraid, and unsettled we are when we're in the midst of an attack, or when we have attacks all in a...
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“A cynic is a man who knows the price of everything and the value of nothing.”~Oscar Wilde I am angry! In general, I don't like when people don't treat their fellows well. I am infuriated by...
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had a good session with my therapist today. she wants to change our schedule to twice a week. i felt encouraged that she was supportive of my decisions about school. and she was appalled at the run...
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i've been avoiding my journal which is a good indication that it's something i really need to be doing. since i'm getting the run around something awful with the hospital and my gp, i figured i'd...
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I went back to the hospital this morning. Obviously I have not been admitted. They are trying to get me in with a p-doc to have my meds adjusted. I am according to my intake "borderline in need of...
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so i went to the hospital today, ready to sign myself in. i was scared and anxious and nearly talked myself out of it more times than i can count. but i did it-went through the doors told the gal at...
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one thing i've learned in the last couple of years is that it's a bad thing to wait for men in white coats to come take you away. if things are bad you need to reach out for the help you need. 24...
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i thought maybe if i drugged myself to sleep for a while i'd get out of my head and all this could stop for a bit. no such luck. i had a fleeting thought that the flu threw my body chemistry off but...
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i've slipped further and faster than i thought i had/would. thinking about dying again. i can't stop the cycle of thoughts. i don't know if i even really want to. maybe i'm just not cut out to be...
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Since I'm healed up from my bout of flu there's much I should be doing to get caught up, especially for school. I haven't checked the online classroom space in two weeks, nor my emails. I am afraid....
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I'm feeling very low and apathetic today. Abulia is what Lori used to call it. I have a tonne of stuff to do for school. Tonight's online classwork is due in a couple of hours and I've done maybe a...
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I haven't journalled much in the last couple of weeks. I've been really busy and sick, but since I have some time now I thought it'd be a good idea to settle some of my thoughts and organise them a...
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I have flu...to be specific I have swine flu. I caught it from my sister who caught it from her co-worker at the salon, who caught it from their manager. The owner has shut down the salon and put the...
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This may seem insensitive, and really that's not my intention at all, I'm just trying to get a better picture. My heart goes out to all who've struggled against cancer in all its forms and I am awed...
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So, last night my sister's boyfriend's truck was repo'd, definitely a new experience for me. He's so used to the women in his life (ie: his mother) taking care of him that he hasn't bothered paying...
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