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Status: baby steps toward better - show me how big YOUR brave is!
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Beautiful PeopleYou live in the same world as I doBut somehow I never noticedYou before todayI'm ashamed to sayBeautiful peopleWe share the same back doorAnd it isn't rightWe never met beforeBut...
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i'm not feeling so optimistic today. i'm tired and out of sorts. i took my sister to the emergency room yesterday and turns out she's been getting all these colds and flu from mono. she has...
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so...i hope i'm overreacting because i know once you've had any sort of reaction to lamictal you can't take it again and so far it's been the best medication for my moods...but damn. i am so...
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so...i'm still working from tuesday's (?) to do list...not so good. but today i did laundry for the first time in what seems like months. yeah, i know it's bad, i wear the same sets of pyjama's over...
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WARNING: Venting and Bad Language i just sent a very inappropriate message to someone who is concerned that her bf's son, stationed at ft. hood, hasn't called them yet. i don't know why he hasn't...
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i met with my therapist again today. and it was a good session. we talked about setting reasonable goals, but also about breaking those goals into sub-categories so i wouldn't feel so overwhelmed....
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definitely this episode is all about the mixed state. i'm up i'm down...last night i was whirlwind in the kitchen. i scrubbed and bleached down the sinks, cooker, counters, microwave, diswasher and...
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my sister and her boyfriend are fighting again. they fight over the stupidest things and instead of talking it out like rational reasonable adults they scream and holler at each other. invariably it...
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I don't think people who don't suffer from anxiety really get how tiring it is to be so uncertain, afraid, and unsettled we are when we're in the midst of an attack, or when we have attacks all in a...
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“A cynic is a man who knows the price of everything and the value of nothing.”~Oscar Wilde I am angry! In general, I don't like when people don't treat their fellows well. I am infuriated by...
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had a good session with my therapist today. she wants to change our schedule to twice a week. i felt encouraged that she was supportive of my decisions about school. and she was appalled at the run...
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i've been avoiding my journal which is a good indication that it's something i really need to be doing. since i'm getting the run around something awful with the hospital and my gp, i figured i'd...
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I went back to the hospital this morning. Obviously I have not been admitted. They are trying to get me in with a p-doc to have my meds adjusted. I am according to my intake "borderline in need of...
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so i went to the hospital today, ready to sign myself in. i was scared and anxious and nearly talked myself out of it more times than i can count. but i did it-went through the doors told the gal at...
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one thing i've learned in the last couple of years is that it's a bad thing to wait for men in white coats to come take you away. if things are bad you need to reach out for the help you need. 24...
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