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okay so....i've been putting of emailing my department head for weeks...nearly a month, since i caught swine flu and was out of classes for two weeks and then started decompensating into depression...
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i'm a bit sentimental about hugs. i love the hugbook here. and everytime i receive one, i feel blessed and special and not so alone, and a little bit of hope. they are priceless to me and i treasure...
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Amanda made a post to the BP group about a realisation she'd come to about never getting to know her birth mother and all the unanswered questions that remain. It got me to thinking about suicide...
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i wanted to stay up and watch the leonid shower last night so i didn't take my evening dose of lamictal; i didn't want to be too sleepy to go skywatching, a wasted effort since i fell asleep anyway....
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katie made this fantastic post on the bp board today and it just got me to thinking. she said: I hear it over and over again . "No one cares about me so I should just end it all". I know its...
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i've been saying forever that i need to email my profs, my department head in particular. but i haven't been able to bring myself to do that yet. i still don't know if i'm ready, but yesterday i...
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i've just had a call from my nurse practionner's nurse (isn't that a funny concept). evidently i missed my appointment this morning and she was worried i'd topped myself. i don't know how a phone...
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maybe this thread is why i'm so focussed on music today. i just woke up from a strange and wonderful and horrible dream. i'm pretty sure at this point it's the lamictal, but i'm not complaining. i...
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Beautiful PeopleYou live in the same world as I doBut somehow I never noticedYou before todayI'm ashamed to sayBeautiful peopleWe share the same back doorAnd it isn't rightWe never met beforeBut...
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i'm not feeling so optimistic today. i'm tired and out of sorts. i took my sister to the emergency room yesterday and turns out she's been getting all these colds and flu from mono. she has...
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so...i hope i'm overreacting because i know once you've had any sort of reaction to lamictal you can't take it again and so far it's been the best medication for my moods...but damn. i am so...
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so...i'm still working from tuesday's (?) to do list...not so good. but today i did laundry for the first time in what seems like months. yeah, i know it's bad, i wear the same sets of pyjama's over...
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WARNING: Venting and Bad Language i just sent a very inappropriate message to someone who is concerned that her bf's son, stationed at ft. hood, hasn't called them yet. i don't know why he hasn't...
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i met with my therapist again today. and it was a good session. we talked about setting reasonable goals, but also about breaking those goals into sub-categories so i wouldn't feel so overwhelmed....
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definitely this episode is all about the mixed state. i'm up i'm down...last night i was whirlwind in the kitchen. i scrubbed and bleached down the sinks, cooker, counters, microwave, diswasher and...
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