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so...my mother and i go 'round about so many things, sometimes i want to strangle her, other times she wants to throttle me, but right now i miss her kitchen. i'm hungry and lazy and don't want to...
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i started a group - Pen Friend Finders! Hopefully there will be responses. I do need to messgae my flist though. i sent out a mass invite and i don't know that any of them would be interested and...
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so yesterday i bit the bullet, stopped avoidance in its tracks and emailed Dr. B. about an extension for my paper. She wrote back today and wants more details about my medical emergency. i believe in...
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i loved having pen friends growing up, but because the world is so oriented to e-communication these days, having old-fashioned snail mail paper and ink pen friends is harder and harder. sometimes,...
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My p-doc is okay. He's competent as far as I can tell. He's just not the sort to invite confidences. I went in today and he's increased my med dosages and added Abilify to the cocktail. I told him...
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Things have been pretty rough for my best friend in the last couple of years. She's stuck in what she finds unfufilling dead-end job with two-faced colleagues and snotty students who are so...
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I've scheduled an appointment with my p-doc for tomorrow morning. I called the office to request a work slip because I think I'm going to need to request a medical incomplete for this last class. The...
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i screwed up and because i'm stupid i've wrecked my dad's life. i've been so focussed on doing well in school, so happy that i've been getting better at day-to-day functioning, so hopeful that maybe...
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I have completed a full semester!!!!! FINALLY!!I almost can't believe I made it through without a breakdown or a major depressive episode! My new med levels evidently are working very well.I'm tired,...
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I AM SO ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Sonoma County CA separates elderly gay couple, sells their belongings, and kicks them from their home.Clay and his partner of 20 years, Harold, lived in California....
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So I finally decided what I'm doing for Dr. Q's final paper...sorta. I'm going to write about Virginia Woolf's Orlando. I like the book a lot. I think it's the best, most accessible book we've had...
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i had my whole weekend work schedule planned out and i just didn't feel like doing anything. i procrastinated and moped around all weekend and then up against a deadline for dr. q. i was scrambling....
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and evidently i am a moody, clingy, needy, self-defeating hypochondriac with addiction tendencies...or so sayeth my t-doc and the report of all those tests. i skimmed through the report and some of...
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there was to be a production at my university yesterday. it was cancelled because the sponsoring department was flooded with hate mail, hate email, hate phone calls, and threats against any and...
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it's nice to check in a bit and see how folks are coming along. good news is always a mood booster. i'm a little worried because an acquaintance checked herself in for postpartum depression and they...
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