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  Posted: 03/27/2017

  Justanotherface commented on the discussion Depersonalization.

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  Depersonalization

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  Last Reply: sharaninmd 04/03/2017

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  Does anyone suffer from depersonalization? Does anyone know what's it's like to exist without really existing? To be present physically but completely robotic mentally? Not even realizing how they got home from work, or wherever. Your body just does what it's suppose to. It doesn't seem real. I don't mean just spacing out for a while. But to actually feel fake. Like nothing is real. Like you're living in a movie where everything is scripted out. Or even a bubble. You see the world going on...

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  Posted: 03/26/2017

  Justanotherface commented on the discussion Depressed and overloaded.

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  Posted: 03/20/2017

  Justanotherface commented on the discussion Who I am..

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  Who I am.

  Posted by: Justanotherface

  Last Reply: TeCHer 03/21/2017

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  I'm tired of crying out for help to no avail. I don't even know why I bother posting on this site. It's not like it will ever make a difference. Depression is who I am. I am, the emptiness that consumes my entire body and leaves me numb. I am, the constant flow of thoughts to end it all that suffocates and invades my brain, leaving me beaten down and discouraged, unwilling to go on. I am the nothingness that is life. And the nothingness is me. Yet, what words can I orchestrate to paint the...

• Depression
  

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  Posted: 03/20/2017

  Justanotherface commented on the discussion What am I doing? and can I do this ALWAYS??.

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  Worse

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  Last Reply: arrowsmith 03/12/2017

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  Worst one I've been in. Cut again. 

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  The end of me?

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  Last Reply: Chekwas 12/25/2016

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  My whole life I've struggled with depression. I just have, I'm not looking for any pity, it's just the way it is. I tried to kill myself once a long time ago but fail, ended up in the hospital and then a long line of psychiatrists and psychologists, that of course being after I was institutionalized. I've been suicidal as long as I can remember, there's not a day goes by that the tempting whispers of sweet release don't invade my mind. But when I moved in with my cousin and aunt some odd years...

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  Posted: 12/09/2016

  Justanotherface joined the group Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD).

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  Posted: 11/17/2016

  Justanotherface commented on the discussion Do you really want to die ?.

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  Tired of being me

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  Last Reply: bridgie101 11/18/2016

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  My whole life I've dealt with insecurity. I felt a need to aquire the acceptance of my peers. However, as I grew older I began to realize that life is not meant to be lived for anyone else. I stopped trying to be someone I wasn't just to "fit in" and I discovered myself. And what I discovered is I'm actually a very selfish person. I'm angry and manipulative. I hated that about myself and decided that's not the person I wanted to be. So I began to change. I worked so hard, I meditated everyday...

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  Posted: 11/09/2016

  Justanotherface joined the group Anxiety.

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  Posted: 11/09/2016

  Justanotherface became friends with Justlenmom4.

• Depression
  

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  Posted: 11/09/2016

  Justanotherface commented on the discussion Bad day - suicide hotline?.