Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
I am really depressed. When I think of suicide I wonder am I go0ing to heaven or hell or am I going to be nothing.. I am really depressed but sometimes I feel like I am dieing. That scares me. I just want a life. If I could speak to all the people who want to die I wish that I could talk to them before it is to late and them before they commit suicide.I am at the point I need to spend some time in the hospital before I die from the efects of depression like blood clots throat cancer colon cancer. I pray for everybody on this site to find happiness before you die GOD bless you all!!!
Yes, I really want to die. I won't find peace or happiness until I'm dead, if, of course there even is an afterlife. And, like you, I wonder where I'll go. I'll probably go to hell, but I still want to die because life here on earth for me is nothing but hell. So, I'm used to it
I hope you will find happiness and a life that you deserve.
They say they want to die, but what they want is to live. They just don't think they can. So they're doing the whole 'jump before you're pushed' thing.
People don't save face that way. They disappoint and hurt the ones that loved them, quite appallingly for years. And the ones that were mean to them, that made them miserable? Barely notice.
I would expect just a base instinct for revenge would make the suicidal say 'eff you' to their tormentors, make them say 'i'll prove you bastards wrong' and go get that life, go get that career, go get that girl.
And before anyone tells me off for saying the above: I've had severe suicidal periods of my life, severe. Both lasting more than a year of constant full time suicidal iterations and despair.
You can't bullshit a bullshitter. The trick to getting back out of suicidal despair is a good strong 'fuck you' attitude. Why should you die to convenience someone else? Blow that for a joke.
I would just like to note that sometimes people don't kill themselves necessarily b/c they were hurt by someone. The people closest to me are loving and caring people. What hurts me so bad and what has caused such deep anguish (to the point of wishing I were dead) is the situation I am in. It's hard to see a way out. I know there is a way out, but the resolve to do it, to improve....well, it comes and goes.
Another reason for being tempted to die (even though I probably won't) is this despair over all that has happened before. All the pain, humiliation !! It happened 2 months ago, and the same thing happened last February and in end of July 2013, but the pain from it happening so frequently is so intense that what happened months ago SEEMS LIKE IT HAPPENED 5 MINUTES AGO!!
The point is that there's a lot of people who despair over situation rather than a hurtful person.
The other point is that I'm glad you have a way to fight the sadness you have.
I don't care about heaven or hell.
I'm not lying. I used to care about "revenge," but... it's meaningless, and harmful. Some random jerk from school, or a forum, or out there in society, it means nothing to me (although I can't get all that "good" stuff anyway). It's all shallow stuff that pales in comparison to the inconvenience I find in existing.