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So I'm starting to hit a weak spot... I don't know if it's because michael called me last week or what this is all about... But I'm starting to feel desperately lonely. I've been talking to this one...

...I AM ASKING FOR EVERYONES HELP AND PRAYERS...I had a sonogram last Wednesday as everyone knows. The nurse told me that I have a low lying placenta, and I've been doing some research so I'll know...

Okay everyone... get this. I've been getting those phone calls on my house phone that were marked "private" as I spoke about before.. Well they started on my cell phone. I hadn't had one since last...

Well everyone... My suspicions were absolutely right. I'm having a girl. I'm also now considered high risk level 1 instead of a 0 because my placenta is placed low in my uterus, and it's sitting...

UGH sitting here so freaking anxious waiting to go to the doctor. My head hurts, and I couldn't sleep last night... I think all my headaches are from this stupid Texas weather and allergies.. we have...

Oh my god I am so upset right now. I'm looking at the pictures on the slideshow of my myspace page and listening to the music that I have on there... Every song on there except the Breaking Benjamin...

Well... Let's see, I have 1 day, 13 hours, and 50 minutes until my sonogram!  I'm so freaking nervous and anxious I can barely stand it. I did this old wives tale quiz and it told me I was having a...

You know I've gone through the whole day wondering why todays date kept seeming weird to me.. I was reading someones journal and it clicked.. It's been 8 months since my little peanut passed away....

UGH I am still so pissed about that idiot calling me.. I haven't been able to do anything but obsess over it since it's happened and it's giving me a headache. I wrote him THE nastiest letter...

Well just fucking great. I'm sitting at the table eating dinner with my family and my cell phone rings. Private call. I answer, and that stupid idiot hangs up. I am so pissed off right now. SO PISSED...

UGH I so forgot to write about this in my previous entry... I've been stewing about it all freaking night.. I've been having these batts of ansomnia too, and I can't sleep so I thought I'd come down...

So I went to the doctor today, everything's great. I've lost .7 lbs since 4 weeks ago when I was there. Isn't that great? I think so. The baby's heartbeat is just so fast though, I think I'm having a...

Well I lit my candle tonight.. I remembered it last night and reminded my mom about it and then tonight I got wrapped up in trying to get dinner started because my mom didn't leave work until like...

Well I have just been the busiest little housewife that's not a housewife ever! I've been cooking dinner and keeping my parents house clean for about... I think it's been almost 2 weeks since I've...

I put a picture of the tattoo I mentioned I got on the day we put Nickolus to rest in my photo album. I'd love for everyone to check it out and let me know what they think. The cross was supposed to...