Okay everyone... get this. I've been getting those phone calls on my house phone that were marked "private" as I spoke about before.. Well they started on my cell phone. I hadn't had one since last week, until Wednesday. Except this time they weren't caller ID blocked. I got a call on Wednesday around 11 pm. I answered it, no one said anything. I said hello about 5 times, then said "look, if you're not going to say anything, please don't call my phone" and then I hung up. An hour later, the same number calls again. This time, I say hello.. and to my SURPRISE!! (not) It was Michael.. and this was what he said "amy, I still love you". UGH. I replied, "why are you calling me?" He then smarted back "if you don't want me to call you, then I won't." I told him "why would I want to talk to someone who choked me while I was knowingly pregnant with their child?" He repeated, "if you don't want me to call then I won't." I said VERY rudely, "WELL GUESS WHAT!! i DON'T!!!" And then hung up while he was saying something I didn't catch. I was so proud of myself. Not when it happened though.. I started kinda crying, then I snapped out of it. I do love the Michael I first met. He's not that Michael anymore, or really never was. Needless to say, he's not someone I want to be around, or someone I want to raise my little girl around. I just had to share this because any other time, I would've fallen back and relapsed on Michael one more time.. and I didn't. This is a really huge step for me. I'M STILL SOBER!!! lol... I think from now on I'll consider Michael a 'drug'. He's so been an addiction for me.. A very unhealthy one. I'm so glad I kicked that habbit.