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It's been a while since I've posted anything on here, haven't really visited the website in a few weeks. I'm doing a little better, dealing with everything that happened with Michael. But that's not...

It's been two years since I gave birth to the most wonderful little boy.. Everything seems so surreal to me right now. I was at my best friends house the other day. I've been friends with her since I...

So I got a phone call this morning from a detective at the police department. I went in at 4 today and gave a statement of what happened. He said it'll all get written up tomorrow and signed on...

Well I'm up ad can't sleep again. I'm on my blackberry laying in bed. I've been trying to go to sleep for a while now and all I can do is wish that I had him next to me. Fathers day wasn't a good...

Happy Father's Day to everyone... I'm sure I only have women readers but what the hey.. I'm feeling a lot of mixed emotions today. Last night I could barely sleep. I'm starting to miss Michael and...

Well I guess my little fairytale is over. Last weekend Michael wanted to have his "space". So I gave it to him. But I wasn't going to sit at home and wonder what he was doing and what was going on...

Well I guess my little fairytale is over. Last weekend Michael wanted to have his "space". So I gave it to him. But I wasn't going to sit at home and wonder what he was doing and what was going on...

Hello everyone! I know it's been awhile since I've posted a journal on here, I just don't find time to mess around with the computer much these days. Jaycie's almost 10 weeks old. She's developing...

Hey everyone.. It's been a while since I've posted a journal so I just thought I'd let everyone know how Jaycie and I are doing. She is starting to get so big. I don't remember time going by this...

So ever since we got that apnea heart monitor for Jaycie she hasn't wanted to sleep at night anymore. Eventually, yea she'll go to bed. But it hasn't been until like 2 or 3 in the morning when I'm...

Well I went to the pediatrician today for Jaycie's 'wellbaby' visit. She's now 2 weeks old!! I'm so glad to finally have her here. She's grown almost 2 inches! She was 19.5 when she was born, she's...

So I got some good news today. I stepped on the scale today. I'm now 23, just had my 2nd child almost 2 weeks ago, and am about 23 lbs. lighter than I was 1 year ago, and 15 lbs. lighter than I was...

So I'm now 23.. Sometimes I still feel like I'm 16. Sometimes I wish I were still, I dunno.. like 6. Life is crazy.. I know that for sure. My birthday was okay.. None of my friends remembered. My mom...

So I kinda started feeling a little crappy the past couple of days. Thinking it's some weird form of the baby blues, but it's not about the baby. It's just me. I've been hearing things about my ex...

Let's see if I remember how this is supposed to go.. It's green smiley Monday, of course. I have so much to be thankful for. Like always, I want to start out with that I'm mostly grateful to have...