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Well I went to the doctor yesterday for another check up and to get my rhogham shot because I'm RH Negative.. That made my butt kinda sore all day. I've lost another pound since December which is...

Only 5 more hours left of this year... I've been in such a bad mood all day it seems like this has just been a doozy of a day to top off the shitty year I've had. I slept through last new years, then...

I have the biggest head ache right now. It seems like all I've been doing lately is crying. I'm about to pay off Nickolus's headstone and it's about to be put in. It seems like that's going to make...

Okay I know it's monday and supposed to be upbeat and everything but I just really need to get some stuff out. Christmas is coming up.. Another holiday to go through knowing that I don't have my son...

Green smiley monday... wow. I'm finding it harder and harder as this month passes by to stay positive. But, I know that this is one day that we're supposed to just suck it up and be positive for our...

So I had another sonogram last week, on Wednesday. Thankyou to everyone who kept me in their prayers about the placenta previa deal.. the placenta has moved upwards and is no longer covering my...

Okay so today I went and bought the bedding for Jaycie's room. Me and my mom made the bed to see how it would look.. It's frustrating because the bed I bought when I was pregnant with Nickolus, I...

I was crazy if I ever thought having another baby would even come remotely close to haulting the feeling of emptyness in the pit of my stomach and my heart that I became consumed with I lost...

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Well well well.. Work's been going good. I've been there for a full week now. There's a lot of new faces.. some oldies still there though. Everyone seemed to of missed me though. I guess!! I think I...

Don't worry everyone... Michael's defanitly not coming anywhere near my daughter. He can have all the fun sucking on a crack pipe without any of us in his life. Including his two other children that...

Well guess what everyone... Michael, my baby's father.. my ex.. is now taking up the recreational activity of SMOKING CRACK.

So I just got done packing Nickolus's clothes and toys and his bedding and stuff from his nursery... There's nothing downstairs anymore of his.. the only thing really left of him in the nursery is...

So I don't really remember Nickolus dancing on my bladder this early in the pregnancy like I feel Jaycie doing it. She's so active it's kinda crazy.. She feels like she'll be a good gymnast all the...

Everythings pink.. I've been looking at and buying so much pink stuff, all I see now is pink. So I figured, might as well right in pink. I got this really cute playtime matt deal from Walmart that I...