I put a picture of the tattoo I mentioned I got on the day we put Nickolus to rest in my photo album. I'd love for everyone to check it out and let me know what they think. The cross was supposed to be shaded in almost black and lightly shaded around the edges but after the shading of everything and the wings and just all my emotions that day I just couldn't handle it. I'm thinking of going back to get it done though. I paid for Michael to get a matching one also, and I want mine to be different from his because he's a jackass. I plan on getting the picture of Nickolus that's on the last page of my photo album of him in his carseat looking up and over a little on my left shoulder blade, so when I look back and down it's like we're looking at eachother. Then on the rest of my back (i have a butterfly and japanese gonja *symbol* that means butterfly on my right shoulderblade) I'm going to get clouds and a lot of shading and "Rest In Peace".. and either mommy's little man or peanut or something like that I haven't decided. But my entire back will be done for him. I'm going to get shading and clouds put underneath the wings of the tattoo I already have. I just want something that I can carry with me forever since he's gone.