So I'm starting to hit a weak spot... I don't know if it's because michael called me last week or what this is all about... But I'm starting to feel desperately lonely. I've been talking to this one guy I went to school with, but I just don't feel it. And I've been talking to some people online I guess, and I don't know if thats really helping, or if it's just hurting me because you everything's cool when you talk through an instant message or whatever, but if you for some reason like this person for whatever reason.. I dunno for me it just makes me think of Michael and miss him. I did something stupid today, I went to where he was supposidly staying. No one answered the door.. thank god. I truely don't want to be around him anymore but I just want that bond I guess with someone and it's just not happening. I don't really know what to do!! Does anyone have any advice?
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Whenever you feel like contacting him again, remember that little baby and what\'s best for her. Also, what\'s best for you. You got out of that situation for very good reasons & going back might solve the loneliness for a minute, but what else comes with it. You\'re so young, smart and beautiful. If you\'re not feeling it with that guy from school, you will with someone else. Right now you just need to focus on Amy & baby girl.
It is so hard for you right now with your hormones and all. I wish you could find your soulmate man that will treat you like a queen and make you forget all about Michael. You have a beautiful little person inside of you that needs the best life can offer and Michael has obviously proven to you that he is not worthy to be in your life.
Okay, I am going to tell you something very scary but I hope it helps you stay away from that monster.
The number one cause of death of pregnant women is murder....He has proved that he is capable of making you a statistic.
Please just stay strong and stay away for the sake of your life and your beautiful little girl\'s life.