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Well... I'm so ready to have this little girl. I've packed her bag for the hospital. I'll do mine this weekend after I was the new PJ's I got in her washing powder so I don't irritate her skin. My...

Well, I have 3 more weeks from today until my c-section. I'm starting to get really moody and whiney.. I think it's just because of how tired I'm getting now. Friday is my last day at work, and it...

Tomorrow will be a year since I held, kissed, or even touched my sweet angel Nickolus. Wednesday will be a year since he passed. I don't know what to even think about what's coming up. How to handle...

So I went and took some belly pictures outside today.. My belly is really starting to stick out there. She sticks out more than I did with Nickolus. I actually look like I've got something stuck up...

I've got 9 more days until my son's anniversery of going to heaven. I'm still, like always, not very excited about going through that. My belly is getting tighter and tighter, I don't think it's...

Time just keeps getting closer and closer. I went to the cemetery this weekend to put out some fake flowers because I put real ones there on Christmas and just haven't been able to bring myself up to...

It's been a while since I've posted anything on here, haven't really visited the website in a few weeks. I'm doing a little better, dealing with everything that happened with Michael. But that's not...

It's been two years since I gave birth to the most wonderful little boy.. Everything seems so surreal to me right now. I was at my best friends house the other day. I've been friends with her since I...

So I got a phone call this morning from a detective at the police department. I went in at 4 today and gave a statement of what happened. He said it'll all get written up tomorrow and signed on...

Well I'm up ad can't sleep again. I'm on my blackberry laying in bed. I've been trying to go to sleep for a while now and all I can do is wish that I had him next to me. Fathers day wasn't a good...

Happy Father's Day to everyone... I'm sure I only have women readers but what the hey.. I'm feeling a lot of mixed emotions today. Last night I could barely sleep. I'm starting to miss Michael and...

Well I guess my little fairytale is over. Last weekend Michael wanted to have his "space". So I gave it to him. But I wasn't going to sit at home and wonder what he was doing and what was going on...

Well I guess my little fairytale is over. Last weekend Michael wanted to have his "space". So I gave it to him. But I wasn't going to sit at home and wonder what he was doing and what was going on...

Hello everyone! I know it's been awhile since I've posted a journal on here, I just don't find time to mess around with the computer much these days. Jaycie's almost 10 weeks old. She's developing...

Hey everyone.. It's been a while since I've posted a journal so I just thought I'd let everyone know how Jaycie and I are doing. She is starting to get so big. I don't remember time going by this...