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The closer that it gets, the more scared I'm becoming. I'm so scared of loosing her and going through what I went through with Nickolus. I'm so close to holding her and so anxious that she'll slip...

UGH!!!! Okay so today I went to the mall with my mom. I always get asked something about my pregnancy, but it was usually at work. Today I had about 7 people comment or ask me something. 3 of these...

Well... I'm so ready to have this little girl. I've packed her bag for the hospital. I'll do mine this weekend after I was the new PJ's I got in her washing powder so I don't irritate her skin. My...

Well, I have 3 more weeks from today until my c-section. I'm starting to get really moody and whiney.. I think it's just because of how tired I'm getting now. Friday is my last day at work, and it...

Tomorrow will be a year since I held, kissed, or even touched my sweet angel Nickolus. Wednesday will be a year since he passed. I don't know what to even think about what's coming up. How to handle...

So I went and took some belly pictures outside today.. My belly is really starting to stick out there. She sticks out more than I did with Nickolus. I actually look like I've got something stuck up...

I've got 9 more days until my son's anniversery of going to heaven. I'm still, like always, not very excited about going through that. My belly is getting tighter and tighter, I don't think it's...

Time just keeps getting closer and closer. I went to the cemetery this weekend to put out some fake flowers because I put real ones there on Christmas and just haven't been able to bring myself up to...

Wow, tomorrow's the 30th... Friday is the 1st of February. I'm not very excited about facing what's about to come my way. In 3 weeks I'll have to face the anniversary of loosing my sweet baby boy....

Well well.. I'm sick once again. Thanks to the people at work. I hate that about restaurants. Everyone's afraid to call in and they come in sick with fever and all that crap and everyone spreads...

Well I'm on a count down now. 8 weeks and 5 days until Jaycie's here in person with us, instead of poking around in my tummy. I picked up the rocker/glider chair yesterday and put it together last...

Well.. I'm starting to feel the effects of the 3rd trimester. I'm so damn tired all the time. My legs are catching cramps all the time from work. I'm thankful my feet haven't started to swell yet....

I don't know if I'm just being emotional because I'm pregnant, or if it's because of what's coming up... I'm just seeming like a basket case right now. I'm being extremely moody.. I can't get that...

Well she defanitly looks like she's going to have Michael's nose, but we won't know for sure until she gets here. His nose kinda has a downward point to it, mine kinda sticks up a little bit, not...

Well I went and had the sonogram yesterday. I have to go back on Saturday to see if I can get better results though because she had her little face burried in the placenta and she was facing my spine...