it's been over a year....

Wow, I haven't been on here in over a  year. I had a panic attack last night and was just sitting here thinking about it and remembered this site.
The 28th of last month was 2 years since Joshua passed away. I went to his grave brought him really cute flowers and just sat there with him for awhile. It was nice.
A lot of things have changed that's for sure. I no longer cut myself, that stopped about 8 months ago. I can't even imagine hurting myself ever again. So I'm very proud of myself for overcoming that.
With my panic attacks, they happen rarely now. I always have anxiety but I can control it to where I won't get a full blown out panic attack anymore. But when I do, it's bad. I still can't do a lot of things on my own, I'll freak out. But it's gotten better.
Ok that's all for now, I'm about to go eat dinner. Oh yeah, I EAT now lol=]

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Wow! WELCOME BACK!!!! And, congratulations on stopping the cutting! You SHOULD be proud of yourself!
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so glad that you are doing way better. And congrats on not cutting yourself, that is great.