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Status: "Life can only be understood backwards, but it must be lived forward"-Kierkegaard

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Age: 65

Gender: Female

Sometimes I can't believe I made it thru! Childhood bullshit trauma etc etc etc , first marriage trauma, second marriage didn't seem like trauma because compared to other trauma, it seemed tame. Funny, everything leaves a mark. Had "nervous breakdown" last year, trying to recover but not in the way you just glue a bunch of broken pieces together; better, stronger and more beautiful! Four children scattered all over, 8 grandchildren. Don't want to hurt anybody but I gotta find out who I am and what I need and what I want, or the future looks unnecessary. I NEED TO REDEFINE MYSELF.

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Posted: 11/24/2024

countingmyblessings commented on hasty_05's journal I seem to attract users
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countingmyblessings commented on the discussion Finally moving on..
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Posted: 10/31/2024

countingmyblessings commented on the discussion emdr FOR PTSD.
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Posted: 10/31/2024

countingmyblessings commented on the discussion 4 Years, how has it been 4 years?? Miss Dad so bad.
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Posted: 09/03/2024

countingmyblessings commented on Preciousbabygirl's journal This feeling sucks boulders
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Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)

emdr FOR PTSD

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Last Reply: mujicaptsd2 11/01/2024

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oH, WOW! hAS ANYBODY ELSE OUT THERE BEEN THROUGH AN emdr THERAPY THING AND HOW WAS/IS IT FOR YOU? tHIS IS ROUGH.
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Last Reply: acorn551 02/14/2024

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So, I am going through child sexual trauma healing path with a therapist weekly and still grieving the death of my oldest daughter , who was 34 when she passed August 16th, 2023. I cant see the future anymore. Guess I'm hiding out more than anything, just sitting around in my bathrobe most days emptying Kleenex boxes. Guess my sexual orientation doesn't matter a bit right now except that if I'm honest with myself I don't even think I like men. I've rarely known a man that didn't hurt me. My...
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Posted: 10/22/2023

countingmyblessings commented on Mid's journal Found a helping author for my well-being
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