missina

Well, I've fallen off the wagon a bit.(is there such a thing as falling off a bit, or is it either off or on?)  I haven't exercised really since the zoo, just got out of the habit. Need to get back...

One of my goals that I wanted to complete was to take my granddaughters to the zoo for their 2nd birthday and be able to walk it and enjoy it with them. Well, I did it! I wasn't able to interact with...

First, I want to thank all of you who commented on my previous journal regarding my son. Things are better now, though I don't think he has changed, he's just doing what he has to do to get what he...

I am having a bad day today. Fighting with my son and I think it's about time to call his P.O. and tell him he needs to find another place to stay, but I may be over reacting. He is 18 and is living...

I think I am finally getting on track with my weight loss. I hadn't lost anything for 3 weeks, then I dropped 5 lbs. I had been eating a lot of stuff I know I shouldn't, so I've cut way back on that...

I have to say I have been off track for a couple of weeks and have not lost anything, but today I was down 5 lbs.  I have started to try to get as much protein as I can. I still cannot drink the...

Since reaching my 350 weight goal,  I haven't lost another ounce. I know I haven't been doing things the way I'm supposed to. I've been depressed and that takes away my energy to do things. My twin...

Today, I made my second weight loss goal.  350 lbs. I know 350 is still huge, but considering I was 440+ pre-surgery, it's pretty good. I set my goals in levels. First goal was 375, and 350 is my...

Why, why, why do I always set myself up to fail? Today I was at my moms house giving my bro a break from caretaking. It's always hard there because they have junk food everywhere. All the stuff I...

Wow! I am so excited. I woke up this morning without pain. I went to the dr. appt and came home and still not pain. It usually gets worse in the evenings so I don't know if it will come back tonight...

I feel like the pain is lessening today but I can never tell because sometimes it comes back worse than before. All in all, it's better. Will be soooo happy when it's gone for good! I did find a way...

I'm still having a lot of pain, but I am hoping it will go away soon. On the up side I am losing a steady 2 lbs a day. I try not to weigh everyday, but Ive been having to go every couple of days and...

I'm seeing my doctor every few days to monitor my pro times. The previous appt was 5 days ago. I went again today and was shocked. I have lost 10 lbs since my last visit! I am so excited. This is the...

Well, the cravings continue to lessen, but I still long for food that I can't have. It's just not as strong, or ridiculous as it was. My problem now is pain. All my incisiion sites are healed and...

I really am starting to scare myself because of the cravings and desire to eat that have not left me. Once I almost grabbed a snack before I remembered that I can't have solid food. I'm 9 days post...