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  New Friend

  Posted by: clarissa

  Posted: 02/04/2017

  clarissa became friends with TooMuch.

• Depression
  

  Worst....

  Posted by: clarissa

  Last Reply: hayden1 02/05/2017

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  Honestly I have passed through many things but this time I can't support it any more. My parents are breaking their 18 years of marriage. Im not completely sure about this but the idea has passed through their minds. They asked me how will I take this decision, I prefer stayed in silence I really want to disappeared I want to know nothing about life. I have just asked why me. Why am I passing through this things. I want to have a definite in my life.  I feel so alone I don't have nobody to...

• Self-Injury
  

  the past return

  Posted by: clarissa

  Last Reply: LetsBeFree4 12/29/2016

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  i thought i had overcome it. it was long time ago when i did my supposedly last cut. i don't know what happen but i found a razor next to me and felt the neccesity to cut again.i was to weak... and i did cut. i thought that i wasn't going to do it again. i am a failure and a weak person. everything is getting so bad again.

• Eating Disorders
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: clarissa

  Posted: 12/26/2016

  clarissa commented on the discussion want it again.

• Eating Disorders
  

  want it again

  Posted by: clarissa

  Last Reply: LP0126 12/26/2016

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  christmas has passed. i'm suffering fron anorexia and bulimia and you can imagine how i passed christmas. well i have been in therapy and it has worked but still i'm afraid of food. one week before the 24th i mentalized that i was going to eat dinner as a normal person does and well i made it. "ana" is passing through my mind as maniatic telling me i'm fat and a faillure, i think i will fast until i lose the weight i gained. when i was on my worst time with anorexia i felt more satisfied and...

• Depression
  

  every once I ruin it more

  Posted by: clarissa

  Last Reply: Slickrickymac 12/19/2016

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  I suffer from a deep depression that takes control over me. I also suffer from an eating disorder. lately i don't know what had happened to me. i'm afraid of a lot of food  and i reject most of them but what i can't reject is alcohol. i think that alcohol free me from this hell. i know alcohol get me worse because it makes me fast the day before and after the drinking, all because of the calories and etc., but stilli can't stop. also i throw up everything, becuase i love the feeling of...

• Eating Disorders
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: clarissa

  Posted: 12/01/2016

  clarissa commented on the discussion all over again.

• Eating Disorders
  

  all over again

  Posted by: clarissa

  Last Reply: LP0126 12/03/2016

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  hey guys, it has been long time since i wrote an entry here. i'll like to say that i have suffered from anorexia and bulimia. it has been a battle to fight every day but i had move on, slowly but i have been trying to get out of that hell. what i want to say is that i don't know what's wrong with me again. i'm remembering lots of things i used to make when i was in my highest point of the disorder. i'm so afraid of gaining weight again, i'm throwing up unconsciously and i'm having thoughts of...

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  New Friend

  Posted by: clarissa

  Posted: 10/13/2016

  clarissa became friends with Stephen1.

• Depression
  

  Confussed

  Posted by: clarissa

  Last Reply: Toughlife 12/27/2016

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  Hey i want to share that i'm neither good or bad and i dont know what to think about that.  I suffer from self harming and i stopped for a while but lately even on good days i found the necessity to self harm,  i don't know what to do 

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  New Friend

  Posted by: clarissa

  Posted: 08/31/2016

  clarissa became friends with HarleyQuinn226.

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  New Friend

  Posted by: clarissa

  Posted: 08/22/2016

  clarissa became friends with bridgie101.

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: clarissa

  Posted: 08/30/2016

  clarissa commented on the discussion please get out.

• Depression
  

  please get out

  Posted by: clarissa

  Last Reply: bluemoon29 08/31/2016

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  i just really want this to end. thsi depression is taking a big part of my life... i just can't like this anymore. there are days were i want to find help but today is not one of those. i will just give up, i think that if i died things will get better...

• Eating Disorders
  

  ups but most downs

  Posted by: clarissa

  Last Reply: ekhmimi 09/04/2016

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  since sunday i told y mom to help me with my food so together we are having a food plan but today is the 3 day i just can't anymore i feel awfull, i'm eating too much i am a failure i rather be without food. i want help but is just so difficult!!!