clarissa
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- Honestly I have passed through many things but this time I can't support it any more. My parents are breaking their 18 years of marriage. Im not completely sure about this but the idea has passed through their minds. They asked me how will I take...
- i thought i had overcome it. it was long time ago when i did my supposedly last cut. i don't know what happen but i found a razor next to me and felt the neccesity to cut again.i was to weak... and i did cut. i thought that i wasn't going to do it...
- christmas has passed. i'm suffering fron anorexia and bulimia and you can imagine how i passed christmas. well i have been in therapy and it has worked but still i'm afraid of food. one week before the 24th i mentalized that i was going to eat...
- I suffer from a deep depression that takes control over me. I also suffer from an eating disorder. lately i don't know what had happened to me. i'm afraid of a lot of food and i reject most of them but what i can't reject is alcohol. i think that...
- hey guys, it has been long time since i wrote an entry here. i'll like to say that i have suffered from anorexia and bulimia. it has been a battle to fight every day but i had move on, slowly but i have been trying to get out of that hell. what i...
- Hey i want to share that i'm neither good or bad and i dont know what to think about that. I suffer from self harming and i stopped for a while but lately even on good days i found the necessity to self harm, i don't know what to do
- i just really want this to end. thsi depression is taking a big part of my life... i just can't like this anymore. there are days were i want to find help but today is not one of those. i will just give up, i think that if i died things will get...
- since sunday i told y mom to help me with my food so together we are having a food plan but today is the 3 day i just can't anymore i feel awfull, i'm eating too much i am a failure i rather be without food. i want help but is just so difficult!!!
- today i went to the school counselor, i told her that i didnt like my psychiatrist and told her how i was feeling and that i really need help. she was so nice and she told me that we are going to be seing once a week, i found it okay... also she...
- i'm trying to look for help with a psychiatrist, i'm sure i'm going to tell him/her what im going through but i don't know how to tell them i self harm, is not a easy topic. can someone give me an advice on how to tell all about it
- i have a very bad depression where i'll get horrible crisis. normally the only way for getting in coarse again is being alone. is it good for me?
- last days I had felt horrible. I felt anxious all day long and i dont know what to do. normally my anxieties are like feeling suffocated, anxiety with hands and also it's wierd but sometimes I felt like no one should talk to me because I will yelled...
- today I realize I need to go to therapy so I went with a psychiatrist. as always I was scared and thinking what I should tell her; but too I was anxious because I knew I was going in the correct path. as all in my life, something got wrong. 1. my...
- yes I may be posting the same things all the days but really I'm getting some horrible crisis, just right now I ended one.here is the only place I can talk and feel a little better but really I still feel horrible...
- I really want to ask if it is normal to give advice to people dealing with serious problem if I'm having worst? I mean how can it be possible to help others and the advice I give cannot help me