ivybelle
Status: everything keeps catching on fire and I can't put one out before another pops up! Feeling stressed.
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I have reached the stage where I am just frustrated and angry about being bipolar. I should be cool about it, I know. Acceptance is important but I'm definitely not there yet. I have done...
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but i will be quitting again when this pack is empty...
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I put a post up talking about how I've been feeling (it's also on an earlier journal entry) and people think that I should go to the hospital? That seems a bit extreme for right now. I am not a...
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I can't tell and it's starting to freak me out. I am not sleeping well at all, my brain in flying, I'm obsessing over things from like 10 years ago. I had this night of being super paranoid that...
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I am still not really feeling like I want to go out and deal with people. And to top it all off I think I broke the washing machine for which I will get screamed at. Nothing is really going right...
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Not really sure what's up with me. I'm in this funk and I can't seem to get out of it. It's incredibly frustrating. My mom was def a trigger for it but now that's sorted more or less and I...
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So I had a rough night last night. I had that feeling that people were going to break in my house. It makes me paranoid and unable to sleep until the sun comes up. I popped a Klonopin finally...
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and bummed out. This fight started over the stupidest thing and she blew it into this giant bull shit thing over nothing. Threatening to kick me out (not the first time but I never know when...
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As in my mother is one. Ugh! That is all.
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I'm still alive, I've just been really busy working on unpacking and putting things away. Also, I have been out of town over the fourth. I'll be around for a little while and then I am going out...
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It's 3 am and I'm still awake... grr. Guess I should turn everything off and go to sleep.
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Okay today...starting to feel a bit crappy and I totally think it's cause I missed my meds last night. Have a headache and in sort of a crappy mood. Not bad just not as good as I've been. Oh well.
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Wow. What a difference a couple of weeks and a little wellbutrin make. Feeling so much better. Still not thrilled about being back home but handling it so much better. My pdoc was really...
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