ivybelle
Status: everything keeps catching on fire and I can't put one out before another pops up! Feeling stressed.
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So I'm proud of myself for walking on the treadmill today. I only walked half a mile because I had so much else to do, but at least I got my fat ass moving. Proud of myself. Yay!
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So my mom is out paying outstanding bills that I have... which is kinda humiliating but at least I didn't have to go with her. She didn't take her cell phone though so I can't find her. I...
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I talked to my mom and she isn't coming tomorrow thankfully. I told her that I was uncomfortable having her there and she was definitely mad at first but she listened to me and understood that I...
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So today was a great day with my friends and I'm really happy I got a chance to see them. It feels a bit like I haven't left yet except that people told me I was missed which was really sweet. ...
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I don't know if its the wellbutrin or what but I'm feeling so much better again today. Not manic just content. I still miss all of my friends and I'm happy I get to see them soon, but I'm doing a...
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So suprisingly, today went a lot better. It definately helps that both of the 'rents were at work all day so I had a lot of time to myself, but in general I did a lot better. I'm still having a...
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I have never been a journal person but it really seems to help to vent here, and I don't have to do it in the forums where I suspect it would look like a lot of whining. So I started unpacking but...
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So I've been home for less than day and my Mom is already in my shit. First she comes in and wakes me up for no reason, just cause she was bored I think. Then I get peppered with questions about...
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So I have been thinking: I feel at least as nutty as I did when I first walked into my pdoc's office, and a little more so lately I think. So the obvious question is am I really getting help or...
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I officially make the final drive home today but I'm doing all right with it today. I had to protest the idea vociferously but I guess I've moved to a better place about it. Hopefully it won't be...
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Something tells me that on my drug cocktail (abilify, lamictal, wellbutrin) I should probably not be dtinking. Except, tomorrow I officially head back home. This blows. Getting drunk is the...
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Today is going a little bit better. My pdoc gave me 100mg of Wellbutrin today so hopefully that helps me feel better and adjust a little better. I don't want to pin all of my hopes to a drug, but...
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So I went to my tdoc and mentioned that I was having suicidal thoughts and he kinda just blew it off. I suppose that since I don't have a specific plan (although I think my preffered way to go...
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I was kinda hoping that I wouldn't totally freak out (not that I haven't been all dramatic about it already) about moving once it finally got here. I do that a lot where the anticipation and the...
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