ivybelle
Status: everything keeps catching on fire and I can't put one out before another pops up! Feeling stressed.
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Earlier today I felt like crap. I told my pdoc that I held out no hope that I was going to get better and that I was just sticking around for the people that love me, even though I think I am a...
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I have this major project due for my online class and i'm having major problems getting the video from the camera to youtube...its due at midnight. Going to buy a new camera and see if that works. ...
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My pdoc is amazing but it seems like we are out of options to make me stable. Been rapid cycling for two weeks, but its been bad since way before then. Right now, the depression is crushing. I...
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I'm so overwhelmed by all of these feelings. I've been bouncing all over the place for the last two weeks. My pdoc saw me Monday and brought up the hospital as an option. I am not excited about...
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thought maybe I was mixed but high as a kite right now...my poor friend who dragged me out of the house tonight is a little overwhelmed. been out for less than an hour and have been handed free...
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I'm so lost in my own head. I just posted on the boards about being an attention seeking drama queen...so I could be one there? Ugh. Maybe it is just a cry out for help. I feel myself sliding...
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Yesterday I felt like shit all morning and afternoon. I was still crying for no reason and wanting to stay in bed etc. I went to go spend time with my cousins, and it was nice, but I was really...
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I'm so incredibly angry and frustrated at this illness. I have done everything right and I'm still bouncing all over the place. We've adjusted my meds a bunch of times and while I have noticed a...
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I have reached the stage where I am just frustrated and angry about being bipolar. I should be cool about it, I know. Acceptance is important but I'm definitely not there yet. I have done...
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but i will be quitting again when this pack is empty...
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I put a post up talking about how I've been feeling (it's also on an earlier journal entry) and people think that I should go to the hospital? That seems a bit extreme for right now. I am not a...
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I can't tell and it's starting to freak me out. I am not sleeping well at all, my brain in flying, I'm obsessing over things from like 10 years ago. I had this night of being super paranoid that...
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I am still not really feeling like I want to go out and deal with people. And to top it all off I think I broke the washing machine for which I will get screamed at. Nothing is really going right...
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Not really sure what's up with me. I'm in this funk and I can't seem to get out of it. It's incredibly frustrating. My mom was def a trigger for it but now that's sorted more or less and I...
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So I had a rough night last night. I had that feeling that people were going to break in my house. It makes me paranoid and unable to sleep until the sun comes up. I popped a Klonopin finally...
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