still irritated

and bummed out.  This fight started over the stupidest thing and she blew it into this giant bull shit thing over nothing.  Threatening to kick me out (not the first time but I never know when she's serious) involving my stepdad, shreiking at the top of her lungs...I'm so over this shit.  And it completely messes me up.  If I can't live here I would have to move out of state probably.  Which would mess up going to school this fall and getting health insurance through the school.  So lame.   Not to mention I have no desire to move.  It will also screw up my chances to go to grad school because I wouldn't be here to harass professors for letters of recomendation.   Which is bad. Sooo.... I am trying to duck and cover around here and hoping that my mother comes to her senses.  Moving again is not really something I'm willing to do so she's gonna have to be pretty damn serious to get me out of here.   On a side note, if I am living here this fall and taking one class then I totally want to think about this group that my tdoc thinks is a good idea.  I find that my reactions to things (like my mom being ridiculous) are not as good as I could hope.