ivybelle
Status: everything keeps catching on fire and I can't put one out before another pops up! Feeling stressed.
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So I've been home for less than day and my Mom is already in my shit. First she comes in and wakes me up for no reason, just cause she was bored I think. Then I get peppered with questions about...
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So I have been thinking: I feel at least as nutty as I did when I first walked into my pdoc's office, and a little more so lately I think. So the obvious question is am I really getting help or...
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I officially make the final drive home today but I'm doing all right with it today. I had to protest the idea vociferously but I guess I've moved to a better place about it. Hopefully it won't be...
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Something tells me that on my drug cocktail (abilify, lamictal, wellbutrin) I should probably not be dtinking. Except, tomorrow I officially head back home. This blows. Getting drunk is the...
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Today is going a little bit better. My pdoc gave me 100mg of Wellbutrin today so hopefully that helps me feel better and adjust a little better. I don't want to pin all of my hopes to a drug, but...
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So I went to my tdoc and mentioned that I was having suicidal thoughts and he kinda just blew it off. I suppose that since I don't have a specific plan (although I think my preffered way to go...
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I was kinda hoping that I wouldn't totally freak out (not that I haven't been all dramatic about it already) about moving once it finally got here. I do that a lot where the anticipation and the...
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I had a very nice day today in spite of the fact that I got 3 1/2 hours of sleep. First my stepdad came up in my grandpa's truck to help me get most of the last few things out of my apartment...
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I feel like maybe I just might be climbing out of the hole. I still am mildly depressed but I'm feeling a lot better about things. Almost moved out, just have some cleaning to do and a few last...
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So today went better than most I guess. I got a volunteer of the year award and a lot of hugs and well wishes today. It was a little bittersweet because I got to see everyone and say goodbye to some...
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So my tdoc said I need to move into acceptance about moving in with my parents. I totally argued with him because its not about acceptance. My mother is completely unreasonable about things a lot...
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So I'm doing a little better with the moving idea but it's triggering all kinds of things so its making it hard to get anything finished. This weekend was really difficult seeing everyone that I am...
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