So I'm either manic or having a mixed episode

I can't tell and it's starting to freak me out.  I am not sleeping well at all, my brain in flying, I'm obsessing over things from like 10 years ago.  I had this night of being super paranoid that someone was going to break in (I've had this feeling before but not very often), but at the same time I feel like crap, I want to hide and stay in bed all the time.  When I am sleeping my dreams are super vivid.  I've been popping klonopin on a fairly regular basis for the past 24 hours and it seems to help but I'm not sure what else to do.  Have a pdoc appointment on tuesday but I'm a little concerned she is going to think I'm crazy (which I guess I am).  The only symptom I'm missing is hearing voices, but I'm hoping that my meds are keeping those away.   I feel like I'm crawling out of my skin and sleeping is the only thing that stops it.  I wish I could stay asleep.  Ugh.  Trying to do anything is so overwhelming.  It just makes me feel agitated and freaked out.  I guess I just have to make it to Tuesday but I'm kinda totally freaked.  Ugh.