ivybelle
Status: everything keeps catching on fire and I can't put one out before another pops up! Feeling stressed.
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i'm still here this morning. trying to wake up (and typing on my phone). thankfully my friemd woke up so i have a ride to the pdocs. will see what happens.
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with anything. Everything seems like it's so hard. I'm easily frustrated and I give up accordingly. I have very little energy. Actually, even typing this is getting to taxing...
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I am learning new affirmations in my php program. I am learning that it is okay to not be perfect. If I can't get all of my homework done before Monday, at least attending class is a big start. ...
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I am home and I feel worse here than I did near school. My Dad is here, my Mom is still convalescing and I am a mess. I am holding on for Tuesday when I see my pdoc. I am not going to lie to...
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So I talked to my social worker today who helps me to get my meds and she asked some questions that I probably totally took the wrong way.First, she asked me why I was so worried about school and...
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Ugh! I'm so angry at this illness and the price I've paid for it. Literally and figuratively. I am not good at being angry, usually I see no point in it, but I have reached my limit. I am sad...
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So I got into the graduate program I wanted to get into. It's an MSW program and I'm very excited. My Dad is happy for me, and a couple of my friends, but my Mom and several other people are...
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Earlier today I felt like crap. I told my pdoc that I held out no hope that I was going to get better and that I was just sticking around for the people that love me, even though I think I am a...
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I have this major project due for my online class and i'm having major problems getting the video from the camera to youtube...its due at midnight. Going to buy a new camera and see if that works. ...
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My pdoc is amazing but it seems like we are out of options to make me stable. Been rapid cycling for two weeks, but its been bad since way before then. Right now, the depression is crushing. I...
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I'm so overwhelmed by all of these feelings. I've been bouncing all over the place for the last two weeks. My pdoc saw me Monday and brought up the hospital as an option. I am not excited about...
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thought maybe I was mixed but high as a kite right now...my poor friend who dragged me out of the house tonight is a little overwhelmed. been out for less than an hour and have been handed free...
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I'm so lost in my own head. I just posted on the boards about being an attention seeking drama queen...so I could be one there? Ugh. Maybe it is just a cry out for help. I feel myself sliding...
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Yesterday I felt like shit all morning and afternoon. I was still crying for no reason and wanting to stay in bed etc. I went to go spend time with my cousins, and it was nice, but I was really...
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I'm so incredibly angry and frustrated at this illness. I have done everything right and I'm still bouncing all over the place. We've adjusted my meds a bunch of times and while I have noticed a...
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