ivybelle
Status: everything keeps catching on fire and I can't put one out before another pops up! Feeling stressed.
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I had a very nice day today in spite of the fact that I got 3 1/2 hours of sleep. First my stepdad came up in my grandpa's truck to help me get most of the last few things out of my apartment...
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I feel like maybe I just might be climbing out of the hole. I still am mildly depressed but I'm feeling a lot better about things. Almost moved out, just have some cleaning to do and a few last...
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So today went better than most I guess. I got a volunteer of the year award and a lot of hugs and well wishes today. It was a little bittersweet because I got to see everyone and say goodbye to some...
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So my tdoc said I need to move into acceptance about moving in with my parents. I totally argued with him because its not about acceptance. My mother is completely unreasonable about things a lot...
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So I'm doing a little better with the moving idea but it's triggering all kinds of things so its making it hard to get anything finished. This weekend was really difficult seeing everyone that I am...
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I do not want to move back in with my parents but I have no choice. No job and an inability to find work because of my previous track record with quitting along with manic spending has left me...
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i'm still here this morning. trying to wake up (and typing on my phone). thankfully my friemd woke up so i have a ride to the pdocs. will see what happens.
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with anything. Everything seems like it's so hard. I'm easily frustrated and I give up accordingly. I have very little energy. Actually, even typing this is getting to taxing...
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I am learning new affirmations in my php program. I am learning that it is okay to not be perfect. If I can't get all of my homework done before Monday, at least attending class is a big start. ...
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I am home and I feel worse here than I did near school. My Dad is here, my Mom is still convalescing and I am a mess. I am holding on for Tuesday when I see my pdoc. I am not going to lie to...
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So I talked to my social worker today who helps me to get my meds and she asked some questions that I probably totally took the wrong way.First, she asked me why I was so worried about school and...
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Ugh! I'm so angry at this illness and the price I've paid for it. Literally and figuratively. I am not good at being angry, usually I see no point in it, but I have reached my limit. I am sad...
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So I got into the graduate program I wanted to get into. It's an MSW program and I'm very excited. My Dad is happy for me, and a couple of my friends, but my Mom and several other people are...
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