I do not understand this. I don't want to eat! My mom just made Turkey Burgers and when i went to get one I just couldn't. I saw an image of myself next to the toilet and it scared me. So i just walked away from the food! I denied my own body! Why? I have never really fallen completely into my ED. Not like this! I can't sleep and all I really want is sleep! Am I falling into a trap? Yes it seems so. I don't want to tell anyone cause I know what would happen. I'm sick of doctors and pills and this whole self loathing trip! Why now? Sure I'm stressed, and sure i feel out of control... that's it right? CONTROL... weird... spelling it out makes it seem stronger. Not a good sign.. Well crap any advice?
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