Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.
I do not understand this. I don't want to eat! My mom just made Turkey Burgers and when i went to get one I just couldn't. I saw an image of myself next to the toilet and it scared me. So i just walked away from the food! I denied my own body! Why? I have never really fallen completely into my ED. Not like this! I can't sleep and all I really want is sleep! Am I falling into a trap? Yes it seems so. I don't want to tell anyone cause I know what would happen. I'm sick of doctors and pills and this whole self loathing trip! Why now? Sure I'm stressed, and sure i feel out of control... that's it right? CONTROL... weird... spelling it out makes it seem stronger. Not a good sign.. Well crap any advice?
and i cant sleep either, i have insomnia and i cant find a medicine that works. not sleeping is the worst. it drives me insane sometimes. im here if you wanna talk. *hugs*
good luck babe