Moondreamer1988
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- So I met a guy on here who I thought was very kind and who was slowly becoming a good friend of mine but it is clear that he is absolutely insane. Not only does he fly off the handle, but he brings up my rape. He’s said things like, “Just...
- So I have recently starting going to AA meetings, but since I quit I started smoking more. I love smoking. I think it is great. It's not like I use it to hide or forget about anything. I enjoy smoking and love how it makes me feel. I understand why...
- I am extremely triggered tonight. I want so badly to get out of my bed and get a bottle right now. I'm so upset and I'm so afraid to reach out to someone. I just don't know what to do. I'm going to smoke to the point of passing out because it's the...
- Guys, AA is truly changing my life. I have met such amazing people in such a short amount of time. I have been going to the Mon/Fri meetings where I pretty much see the same faces. I have met six different girls who are just the friendliest bunch....
- Today is my friend's birthday. The plan was that we were all going to meet at this restaurant. I figured I'd be safe because it was just dinner. Sure, people would order drinks but it's not like we'd be at a bar or anything. Then today I found out...
- As most of you know from my posts, I am in therapy and substance abuse counseling for sexual abuse and alcoholism. I also just began AA which has been amazing. My therapist suggested that I write a goodbye note to alcohol. I wanted to share that...
- Guys, I finally did it. I worked up enough courage to attend my first AA meeting. It didn’t really go like I thought it would, but it was still a good experience. The moment I got there, people were very friendly, they said hello and held the door...
- So, it's been fourteen days sober. I've been tempted a couple times due to my mom drinking, but today was the worst. I'm sick, my mom is drinking and I was just asked if I was going to the bar with "everyone" tonight. On the bright side, I told her...
- I can't believe it's already been a week since my last drink. I guess it's nothing to brag about, I mean, it's only a week. Last night I got a phone call from a friend that I usually drink with. He called me from the bar. At first I ignored the...
- I'm going out tonight for my good friend's 30th birthday. It's only been a couple days since I decided to quit drinking and I probably should skip the party but I don't want to disappoint my friend. It's a BYOB so I figured if I don't bring anything...
- I wrote an earlier post about the issues with my mother and how she holds grudges. We hadn't spoken in over two weeks. The other night I was thinking about a lot of stuff, stuff that was brought up in therapy about my childhood. I had an extreme...
- I had one of the worst panic attacks I've had in a while the other night. It was so bad, I almost threw up. It's been pretty hard lately and that morning my cousin had his friend drop me off something to calm me down. Has anyone had any experience...
- I went through something really shitty and quite frankly traumatic about a week ago. This guy I thought was my friend just drunk dialed me and tried to get me to come over his house. (I was drinking at his house when the event occurred) Anyways,...
- Hi all, I'm new to this group. I've had trouble sleeping for many years, it gets worse when I'm stressed out, depressed or have anxiety. My psychiatrist has prescribed me a handful of different medications but unfortunately none of them worked. In...
- The first drink I ever consumed was given to me by my best friend’s family, her uncle and my abuser when I was fourteen. The first time I didn’t get that drunk, but the next two times I got so drunk I threw up and passed out. When I turned...