Moondreamer1988

Today marks thirty six days sober. It's been quite the ride. The time has honestly flown by. A lot has happened and changed in such a short amount of time. Not only do I have an amazing team of...

November 1st, 2017To the poison that took away half of my life,          You came into my life sixteen years ago when I was just a child. I did not ask for you. I did not want you. You were...

Today was a really good day. I am two weeks sober. I went to therapy today and spoke about the breakdown I had before I decided to get sober. I told her about how I came clean about things in my...

So maybe this is the first time I will be admitting this but..I am an alcoholic..Maybe I don’t drink every single day. Maybe when you look at me I don’t look like an alcoholic. But I am. I drink...

I was sitting here, absolutely gutted, on the verge of tears when this song came on Pandora. I sat there in silence and listened to the lyrics and started bawling. It's funny how things happen. The...

My depression has gotten bad again, and it is entirely my fault. After my first session with my therapist, I went out and bought a case of beer. The worst part is that my therapist suggested that I...

I'm slowly losing my mind...There is not one day that I am not crying at some point. I feel so defeated, worthless, disgusting and depressed..My best friend sexually assaulted me a few weeks ago. He...

I met someone on DailyStrength when I was at my worst. We talked every single day until he asked if we could talk on the phone. I was shocked that he wanted to chat with me because he was good...

I've been in a lot of one sided relationships in my life. And when I say relationships, it's not just about love, its friendship too. Time and time again I find myself connected to people that only...

"Save Your Heart" - Mayday ParadeShe fell to the bottom of her lifeThis wasn't meant for twoShe struggles to find herself in timeBut she can barely moveJust try and get upYou gotta slowly brush offI...

I am going into therapy soon. At twenty eight years old, this will be the first time I will be coping with my past in a healthy way. I'm sitting here mentally going back to where I believe my issues...

I have been in toxic relationships all my life. I think that a lot of that stems from my experiences with perverted men growing up and my absentee father in my teens. I spent most of my early to mid...

I intended to write something positive tonight--a typed sliver of hope delivered in cheerful post. I wanted to write about how I have overcome my sadness and found my way out of the seemingly black...

My mother has not spoken to or made eye contact with me in almost a week..This is not uncommon, though. You see, whenever we have a heated argument, she will hold a grudge. There has been times where...