I'm going out tonight for my good friend's 30th birthday. It's only been a couple days since I decided to quit drinking and I probably should skip the party but I don't want to disappoint my friend. It's a BYOB so I figured if I don't bring anything I won't drink. Only problem is that they want to go to the bar after the party. I'm really going to try tonight. I promised my dad that I wouldn't drink. I'm going to try to keep that promise. I'm just afraid that I'm going to break that promise..
Hello everyone! I celebrated 6 years of sobriety on February 16,2018. I am very grateful for the time that I have. There has been so many before this date in which I find odd, but not coincidental. Life is as good as I let it become.
I have been having a really hard time admitting the truth to myself lately. You see, I have been 16 months sober, and in the past month I have been questioning whether I really was an alcohic, and wonder if I can "try" drinking again. I quit on my own and did not attend AA until I was 7 months in, and I didn't get a sponsor until It was a year. I smoked a little pot in the beginning, and...