Eating Disorders Support Group

Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.

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Itzjustme 08/01/2011

i cant do this anymore....i cant continue battling with this ed...im ready to give up completely. i cant enjoy anything without being reminded of the consequences coming. im soo tired of it all...i try to just stop everything. stop the obsessing, stop the feeling guilty over everything that goes in my mouth ., stop starving, stop purging but i cant

i just a lazy fat bitch that cant do anything but eat..i know im soo selfish for just wanting to die because i dont wanna deal with this anymore

i really need some support please

thanks for listeningxox

MermaidSinger 08/01/2011

We are here for you girl, but you need to be here for yourself, as well. You say you want to give up, but if you do, there won't be anything left. No flying fighting chance of being happy. You still have that full opportunity right now. You can't just give up and let ED win or you will never be where you need to be.

Are you in therapy? I think it would help you greatly to have a trained ear to offer possible solutions to some of the problems you feel so knee-deep in. We are always h ere for support. xo

Itzjustme 08/01/2011

thank you...yeah im in therapy ...but they (my therapists) think i need a more focused therapy so i will be going to this op ed center...i cant wait to start that cuz i just wanna be normal again..ill be starting it soon and weight watcher

Itzjustme 08/03/2011

bump plz

deleted_user 08/04/2011

Lots of this comes from you issues with your dad. Are you leaving for school soon? In the two years I knew you on another site, I never knew you had and ed. It makes sense with all you have been through. It is a tough battle. Mine developed when I was 37 and I have been fighting it for 21 years. HUGS

deleted_user 08/04/2011

Trust me, you don't wanna give up. That's what I've done and it doesn't make it any easier. I know it's hard to not listen to the ed voice in your head. Or being scared every time you step on the scale. But, giving up, isn't the answer. I've given up, and now I cannot stop. i don't want anyone to give up like I have.

Anyways, are you in treatment? Or therapy? Talking to someone about these feelings will maybe help you deal with this disease. Going to a support group or out patient facility could give you some solutions to help you.

I went online one day, and I found this saying "recovery happens, one meal at a time" And it's true.

But, remember, we are all here to support you. Hang in there, hun. Take every day at a time.

Itzjustme 08/04/2011

thank you so much ladies.....my couseling team is sending me a an op ed center and im going to weight watchers....my therapist says it will teach me how to eat...but im the one who asked to go...no one is askin gme to diet....so they said its better to do it in a healthy way

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