tumbleweed
Status: I need some kind of drug, maybe better see a shrink, so sad all the time.
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It's so amazing, that I didn't cry all day yesterday. I'm in between feeling good & feeling bad, I'd call it numb.Later: went to dr, broke down in the office & later outside & at home. I'm trying...
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http://www.legacy.com/Tucson/Obituaries.asp?Page=LifeStory&PersonID=87407855I hope the above link works
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tears are real close.why is it i never see the "good" or "excellent" smilies?i guess we know.on top of our truck being in the shop for 3 weeks, 3 days ago my 68 vw crapped out again, 2 days ago the...
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I'm too tired to tell about what happened yesterday, will do that later.I am in an odd place now, just kind of neutral, trying to write hugs & messages to others while I am somewhat coherent. Must be...
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I am so tired, it's like being dead & trying to move & function. Finally called the dr, got an appt for Monday.Called the paper & am putting a one-year memorial thing in the obits for Joe. It will...
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There ought to be an emoticon with nothing inside it. that's how i feel. empty. dead.been a while. i need to call my dr & get back on my meds but i just haven't. why? because i like feeling like...
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Tuesday. the weekend was really rough but going back to work has been a distraction, yesterday worked from 0600 am to 8:30 pm. went to the cemetery tonight, it didn't even freak us out. think about...
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we had a beautiful saturday & sunday, it was about 88 degrees. saturday we had the yearly memorial for children who have passed on. the coolest thing was when we released all those balloons, they all...
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hello. tomorrow is the yearly memorial service & it makes me sad just to think about it. i've also been failing, not facing things, not accomplishing what i need to, so i feel like a total jerk. i...
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wow, I had a bunch of hugs & messages today, i will have to take time & try to respond to them all. so many people suffer loss & face tragedies, i can understand how they feel, but i am not very...
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ok, today was better. i actually focused & got some work done, but didn't do my walk at lunch, so hubby & I are going to walk to the grocery in a few minutes & get some cream for the cat. A guy at...
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why does this go on & on. I am so trapped. even with someone to share & talk to,my wonderful husband, i can just barely endure. i am blessed, so much to be thankful for. and yet i hurt so bad. it...
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Well it's Friday, yay. Had lunch with both my daughters & my hubby today downtown, what more could you ask. Have to remember how much I have, even though we still suffer the loss
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I must remember that Joe was not in his right mind when he did what he did. I must remember that he's OK now. I must remember that it's ok to feel sorry for myself because I lost my child, my...
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This is my first journal entry (3/24/07). My son Joe passed away 4/22/06. First of all, I want everyone to know he was a wonderful person and we were so proud of him, and I want to keep his memory...
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