Tuesday. the weekend was really rough but going back to work has been a distraction, yesterday worked from 0600 am to 8:30 pm. went to the cemetery tonight, it didn't even freak us out. think about being in a cemetery in the dark, who in their right mind would enjoy that. tidied up joe's flowers & his grandpa's.
i was thinking, there is an intelligent purpose for my being on this earth. i keep saying, it's to help others, plus, i'm still a mom & grandmom, so i guess I have an obligation to be a part of their lives. can you tell i'm thinking up reasons to keep on living? oh, i just miss-typed living & it came out loving, what a coincidence.
found 2 more pennies today, but the one on saturday was the best.
i was thinking, there is an intelligent purpose for my being on this earth. i keep saying, it's to help others, plus, i'm still a mom & grandmom, so i guess I have an obligation to be a part of their lives. can you tell i'm thinking up reasons to keep on living? oh, i just miss-typed living & it came out loving, what a coincidence.
found 2 more pennies today, but the one on saturday was the best.
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I keep convincing myself that there are many reason\'s God has left me here without my son. The most important is my daughter, but I sure would like to join my son. I keep trying to think up more reasons I need to be here but can think of no others worth more than my Daughter, If I didn\'t have her I think I would go crazy. Melissa
I know what you mean, but there is lots of reasons you have to be here to support some of us when we are really having a bad day and there are other people who i am sure look up to you for guidance and love and support, and without you they would have a hard time living. so just remember you are never aalone people are watching here on earth and above.