There ought to be an emoticon with nothing inside it. that's how i feel. empty. dead.
been a while. i need to call my dr & get back on my meds but i just haven't. why? because i like feeling like this? no, it's all just part of the crawling away & hiding under a rock syndrome. don't want to be with people, talk to people, face things, make decisions. it's coming up on a year & I HAVE to put the thing in the paper, I keep putting it off. but it's important to keep joe's memory alive, so i'll do it.
bye