I'm too tired to tell about what happened yesterday, will do that later.
I am in an odd place now, just kind of neutral, trying to write hugs & messages to others while I am somewhat coherent. Must be what extreme fatigue & stress does, although other times, it can make me a blubbering heap.
tv shows are so stupid. (watching tv right now)
probably got a 50 hr work week next week plus hubby Kin's birthday. Last yr, we buried our son the day after Kin's birthday. it still seems so unreal.
joe's memorial will be in sunday's paper, i probably already said that somewhere. it will be only in sunday's paper with a photo & some words, & the paper charges $250. no comment. thank God for Visa.
I look for signs from Joe. Haven't seen much this week except for 2 butterflies at the cemetery,they came so close. No pennies since April 6.
I am in an odd place now, just kind of neutral, trying to write hugs & messages to others while I am somewhat coherent. Must be what extreme fatigue & stress does, although other times, it can make me a blubbering heap.
tv shows are so stupid. (watching tv right now)
probably got a 50 hr work week next week plus hubby Kin's birthday. Last yr, we buried our son the day after Kin's birthday. it still seems so unreal.
joe's memorial will be in sunday's paper, i probably already said that somewhere. it will be only in sunday's paper with a photo & some words, & the paper charges $250. no comment. thank God for Visa.
I look for signs from Joe. Haven't seen much this week except for 2 butterflies at the cemetery,they came so close. No pennies since April 6.
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just get some rest, hon! take care of yourself. love you!