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(It would not let me finish or delete the first draft so here is the full story)In 1984,1986 and 1990 God blessed me with 3 beautiful baby boys, all healthy and happy. And from 1986 to 1992 they were...

How could time pass so quicky. Jerred it seems like we just celebrated your 6th birthday and now if you were still here you would be a man of 30 years. The pain is the same, it has not waned when...

I thought I was over this lung stuff but all of a sudden this week I have been coughing again quite a bit. I am waiting until next wednesday when I see my pc to see what he has to say before I cal...

Well I went to my pulmonologist today for the results from last weeks brochoscopy. As of yet it is not tuberculosis or a fungal disease,but those can take 4-6 weeks to grow. He did say he is not...

Well all the blood tests I had taken came back perfect yet I was no better. When I went in for the results I could feel the tears coming as it reminded me of when I first got sick with my fibro and...

I feel like I am a broken record playing the same song over and over again. Although I do have to say things are moving in the right direction now. Having my own nebulizer is really helping me out....

I believe I have already posted that on January 19th of this year I was rushed to the hospital thinking I was having a heart attack, only to find out I had pneumonia. They stated that it was caused...

THROUGH HEAVENS DOOROur little Jerred Thomas is here no moreHe has entered through Heaven's door,Though aching hearts are filled with weeping,He is with Jesus, for safe keeping.He can still be our...

Miracles AboundI have a saying on my living room wall, one of those sticker ones, that says... Everyday holds a possibility of a Miracle. My sister gave it to me when I moved into my apartment 7...

A Blue Rose Is A Blessing From GodI don't know how you do your shopping, but when I go into a store, I have a list and a mission -- get in and get out. Come to think of it, most of my day is spent...

This explains me almost to a day on a daily basis.One to show the non believer`sJune 5, 2011 at 3:49amIf you were born with healthy genes, you may know me but you don'tunderstand me, I was diagnosed...

I suffer from fibromyalgia, severe anxiety, mild depression, high/low blood pressure (it likes to fluctuate), my heart likes to race, have LOTS of colon issues etc. I have been doing great, had...

Since I lost my baby my life has gone through many things. It actually started the year before Jerred died. On May 1st 1991 my husband went through his first alcohol treatment program. While he was...

People will always hear me mention that I have a special angel that shines on me when I need him. Most do not understand this even when I explain, but they also have not lost a child.It began the day...

Jerred Thomas was born on July 11, 1986. He was a very good baby and young boy. He was only loaned to me from God for 6 years and 29 days as he drowned on August 10,1992. His very best friend was his...